忘记配歌来了
歌曲名:Turn
Travis 的 <Turn>
I want to see what people saw
I want to feel like I felt before
I want to see the kingdom come
I want to feel forever young
I want to sing
To sing my song
I want to live in a world where I belong
I want to live
I will survive
And I believe that it won't be very long
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn
So where's the stars?
Up in the sky
And what's the moon?
A big balloon
We'll never know unless we grow
There's so much world outside the door
I want to sing
To sing my song
I want to live in a world where I'll be strong
I want to live
I will survive
And I believe that it won't be very long
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn
If we turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn, turn
And if we turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn to turn

亦一亦二又来了
也可以是coldplay的<Death and all his friends>
All winter we got carried
Away over on the rooftops let's get married
All summer we just hurried
So come over just be patient and don't worry
So come over just be patient and don't worry
So come over just be patient and don't worry
And don't worry
No I don't want a battle from beginning to end
I don't want a cycle of recycled revenge
I don't want to follow death and all of his friends
No I don't want a battle from beginning to end
I don't want a cycle of recycled revenge
I don't want to follow death and all of his friends
再分分钟回转到42
those who are dead
are not dead,
they're just living in my head.
and since i fell,
for that spell,
i am living there as well.
time is so short
and i'm sure,
there must be something more.
those who are dead,
are not dead,
they're just living in my head.
and since i fell,
for that spell,
i am living there as well.
time is so short,
and i'm sure,
there must be something more.
you thought you might be a ghost,
you thought you might be a ghost,
you didn't get to heaven but you made it close,
you didn't get to heaven but you made it close,
you thought you might be a ghost,
you thought you might be a ghost,
you didn't get to heaven but you made it close,
you didn't get to heaven but you.
those who are dead,
are not dead,
they're just living in my head.

银河系漫游指南的42是什么意思呢？
试图寻找「42」意义的行为本身就是作者要嘲讽的对象。
不只是您，看看wikipedia上多么详尽的有关「42是什么？」的推理，看看这一页里多少聪明人试图去回答这个连超级计算机地球搞了800万年都没法展示的问题。
我相信这个答案没有任何意义，因为真正聪明的Deep Thought花了750万年来看电视，从一开始它就知道这个问题没有答案，42就是随口一答。我们就像那两个创造了超级电脑却无法回答「生命有什么意义？」的聪明人一样寻求答案，而真正的答案或许就是吃饭、睡觉和拈花微笑而已。
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作者在书中展示了一个精妙的哲学：要明白一个世界是怎么回事，最好的办法就是造一个世界让他来运转。
狭隘一点说可能更好理解：想知道人生的滋味，何不亲自去活一辈子？
至于42，本身就是作者对“终极问题”的嘲笑，也是对人类社会的幼稚的嘲讽。
基本就是庄子说的无为：“无知的人类啊，你确定你追求意义是有意义的？你知道意义是神马？如果真的有个意义，你确定你能理解？”
当然到了这个层次的人，也不会有“嘲讽”这种感情，作者也就是写写罢了，没打算让人类清醒。
归根到底就是一句经典：神马都是浮云。
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在亚当斯的专访中，他明确表示这只是他信手拈来的一笔，正是因为作者没有经过严肃的思考，才让这个简单的数字无比神秘与意味深长。
对于42的解释，迄今为止科幻迷们已经做出了无数种解答，这些答案本身就构成了宇宙，人类，以及一切了，不是吗？：）
The answer to this is very simple. It was a joke. It had to be a number, an ordinary, smallish number, and I chose that one. Binary representations, base thirteen, Tibetan monks are all complete nonsense. I sat at my desk, stared into the garden and thought '42 will do'. I typed it out. End of story.
哈哈哈，笑死我了，我原来也是顺手随便发的帖子，却发现就是可以这么顺其自然想到一出是一出的写出46楼的东东。

很有爱啊

我拿那个Travis的<Turn>当配歌相当细腻和温柔的，歌词那块不想多谈了～travis就是大提琴比吉他还好听的那位。这首歌选自专辑<The man who >，也是在我当年列的Top 5 专辑里的，当年列Top5的时候，砍或者说舍很辛苦的，但有舍才有得，有的偏爱，才更懂得珍惜。
扯远了，The Man Who题名称源于Oliver Sachs所着的一本描述精神分裂症的书 “The Man Who Mistakes His Wife For A Hat”的前三个字，主唱Fran解释说，会以这本书做为新专辑标题的取样对象，是因为在第一张专辑推出后，有些乐评说他们多变的特性就音乐上而言，好像得了精神分裂症，于是他们就选择以这本书做为新专辑的标题名称来源。虽然专辑名称显示了乐团一贯的幽默感，但整张专辑所呈现出的风格其实是偏向较忧郁的抒情走向的。
再拿Driftwood的歌词铺垫把
Travis - Driftwood
Everything is open
Nothing is set in stone
Rivers turn to Ocean
Oceans tide you home
Home is where your heart is
But your heart had to roam
Drifting over bridges
Never to return
Watching bridges burn
You're driftwood floating underwater
Breaking into pieces, pieces, pieces
Just driftwood hollow and of no use waterfalls will find you, bind you, grind you
Nobody is an island
Everyone has to go
Pillars turn to butter
Butterflying low
Low is where your heart is
But your heart has to grow
Drifting under bridges
Never with the flow
And you really didn't think it would happen
But it really is the end of the line
So I'm sorry that you turned to driftwood
But you've been drifting for a long, long time
Everywhere there's trouble
Nowhere's safe to go
Pushes turn to shovel's
Shovelling the snow
Frozen you have chosen
The path you wish to go
Drifting now forever
And forever more
Until you reach your shore
You're driftwood floating underwater
Breaking into pieces, pieces, pieces
Just driftwood hollow and of no use
Waterfalls will find you, bind you, grind you
And you really didn't think it would happen
But it really is the end of the line
So I'm sorry that you turned to driftwood
But you've been drifting for a long, long time
You've been drifting for a long, long time
You've been drifting for a long, long
Drifting for a long, long time
专辑里最歇斯底里的两首就是as you are 和 turn了，但整张专辑的表现方式却是迷茫和忧郁下的温柔和流畅的。
耳边不曾停止的《turn》
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn
作为一枚fever pitch的control freak，想着力挽狂澜是多么合乎逻辑的一件事情，这也不是空虚寂寞冷，仅仅是孤独是自生性情。那存在旧电脑里许久不碰的东西，也并非遗忘，不过是保留着它完美的存在在打开时可以唤起荒芜许久的心而留下彼此最深刻交集的感动。也是情感无法割据的一部分。一如雨后(前面铺垫的driftwood里的driftwood floating under bridge，drifting now forever. forever and more. beaking into piece / piece / piece )初霁的阳光里，显得无比纯净。
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Maybe then tomorrow will be Monday.
And whatever’s in my eyes should go away.
But the radio keeps playing all the usual.
And what’s the wonderwall anyway?

我觉得招财在而立之年最喜欢的一本书依然是《麦田的守望者》还是有一定的道理的，不然怎么会有我的九楼呢。
https://tieba.baidu.com/p/1215559036
我要不要再去温习下我发现的那个好玩搞笑的作家呢？
比如我可以说，这个帖子里的三个人不是一家三口，而是老中青三代。
(求暴戾之气之人的不良反应
然后再but神转折一下：)
老就是老而不死则为妖，返老还童，地老天荒啊哇咔咔
中就是中二，中流砥柱，中流砥柱的字面意思就是在流水的中间有根柱子，那么这根柱子的左右都是有水过来的，所以就是为有源头活水来，左右逢源啦啦啦
青就是那个云在青天水在瓶哈哈哈，正好小湿妹那幅画就是几个瓶子，配字也很有意思～ 加上我是水瓶座，水怎么来的也在中流砥柱里自然而来了。

然后我再把我的灵气给灵气登场的瓜瓜，瓜瓜给我画过沈王爷写过离7000还差1600字的听话表，
瓜瓜是温青青warm blue blue，warm的温就是以上的温暖种种
第一个blue是上次又变着法子说了两段我看了都觉得赏心悦目的中看又中听的话来着就像fools garden的lemon three里看到了blue sky(为了偷blue，这次就不说make my day了)
还有个blue就是维基百科里宙斯那个原意的忧郁蓝(sad)，对于浅浅不告而别的事瓜瓜始终难以自持忍不住忧伤，却一点也不抱怨，也还在感激那个和浅浅的青涩年华的相遇相识相知。。
所以虽然是单细胞，但瓜瓜的warm blue blue两个青青就是：
青青子衿，悠悠我心
但为君故，沉吟至今
人海茫茫，红尘多聚散，故人何处，不堪朝朝暮暮，还是梦难醒，意难平啊……
@瓜瓜而笑谈

anyway，还是可以总结下的，就用
That's Why (You Go Away)吧
有情怀有色彩有光亮还可以有节奏才适合High Fidelity (失恋排行榜)的Hi-FI(高保真，原汁原味)
That's Why (You Go Away) - Michael Learns To Rock
Baby won't you tell me why
宝贝，你不愿告诉我吗
there is sadness in your eyes
为何你的眼中含着伤悲
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
我不想就此与你告别
Love is one big illusion
爱是场华丽错觉
I should try to forget
我该尽力忘却
But there is something left in my head
但有些事还在我脑海，难以挥别
You're the one who set it up
当初一切因你开始
Now you're the one to make it stop
现在一切因你终止
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
而此刻的我感到深深迷失
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
现在你要我忘了，你说过的每一件事
But there is something left in my head
但有些事还在我脑海，难以挥别
I won't forget the way you're kissing
我将永生难忘，你是如何与我热吻
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
那些强烈的感情，曾伴随过如此漫长岁月
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
但我并非那个，你心中正想念的人
That's why you go away I know
我知道，那就是为何你选择离别
You were never satisfied, no matter how I tried
你总是无法满意，无论我如何努力
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
如今你要对我说出再见
Love is one big illusion, I should try to forget
爱是场华丽错觉，我该尽力忘却
But there is something left in my head
但有些事还在我脑海，难以挥别
I won't forget the way you're kissing
我将永生难忘，你是如何与我热吻
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
那些强烈的感情，曾伴随过如此漫长岁月
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
但我并非那个，你心中正想念的人
That's why you go away I know
我知道，那就是为何你选择离别
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
孤独地坐在这，仿佛身处无垠荒野
Don't know which way to go
不知该何去何从
There ain't so much to say now between us
现在你我之间，已说不出万语千言
There ain't so much for you
对于你，我的话已不多
There ain't so much for me anymore
对于我，恐怕从此你也唯有沉默
I won't forget the way you're kissing
我将永生难忘，你是如何与我热吻
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
那些强烈的感情，曾伴随过如此漫长岁月
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
但我并非那个，你心中正想念的人
That's why you go away I know
我知道，那就是为何你选择离别
That's why you go away I know
我知道，那就是为何你选择离别

潜潜自己的栖息环境
詹代亚锥尾鹦鹉主要栖息在巴西当地植被区域、平原的树林间、开阔的区域以及雨林的边缘地区，偶尔也会造访农耕区，特别钟爱当地的椰子园。以前在当地的数量非常普遍，现在因为林地被滥垦以及过度开发的关系，使的其种群虽然因为林地开发得以扩展族群分布，但是总体数量还是减少许多，在许多地区都已经见不到詹代亚锥尾鹦鹉的踪迹了。

https://tieba.baidu.com/p/1201562877
把原来写得那个对号入座的鸟贴搬过来，那个鸟贴居然有惊人的点击率。
之所以换了张成熟的詹代亚的图是因为原来很多人能包容自己也会照顾到自己的情绪，现在长大了可以看得深邃了，不被包容或者能不能理解都无所谓。至于我去溺爱照顾别人就是看心情乐意不乐意的事儿了啦啦啦～ 我可不要做束缚太多的完美的好人，还是黄老邪好，你说我杀了人，好啊那就是我杀了人，你们有种来杀了我为了你们兄弟报仇啊。结果柯震恶几个老鬼头也知道干不过黄药师，就只知道命令郭靖不要和黄蓉这个妖(怪的)女(儿)交往。
我觉得黄老邪还是会在他岳父岳母大人面前会乖，或者装乖，不然他婚姻就要黄了，那他就抱憾终身了。(就是如此precision，我也不说黄老邪天不怕地不怕的，毕竟总有意外和例外)

前面打了Air Traffic的 <Shooting Star>，发现最合适给这个主题收尾的其实是Air Traffic的<No more running away>
No More Running Away，背景的鼓成为了全曲的亮点，假装是为生命鼓掌的吧。歌里总结的分开的原因是少了些运气，这个说法比That's Why 更有爱了。。。其实我也建议可以直面一些破碎的感情更好，毕竟生活需要勇气才可以过得很好的。（突然更喜欢音乐里的鼓声了）
blue（忧郁）的感情 blue（宽阔）的心境，blue（青色的柳枝条）的释然，因为毕竟blue sky和sunshine，天也懂那些悲情和感慨 （好像新白娘子里有首歌叫天也不懂情，我就想逆着说）
No More Running Away-Air Traffic
It's people scattered on the floor,
Cool war kids are running out of time,
It's such a shame to see,
It's such a shame to feel this way,
The sun comes streaming throught the clouds,
Dust and dirt are settled all around,
I hear the same old words,
I see the same old warning scars,
We're out of luck this time,
We've fallen apart,
We're out of luck this time,
Tears are rolling down my face,
Feeds the fear that's running through the stream,
And oh I don't wanna feel,
But I don't wanna feel this way
We're out of luck this time,
We've fallen apart,
We're out of luck this time,
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
No more running away
We've fallen apart
We're out of luck this time,
We've fallen apart,
We're out of luck this time

关于那个花的手札，推荐这本书～ 和一个巧克力包装盒拍一起吧，我不太喜欢Godiva的大颗粒的巧克力，觉得太甜了，更喜欢Godiva的牛奶味的巧克力豆，没那么甜。 这个又忍不住买了这个巧克力，是因为想收集那个好看的包装盒，而且这个包装盒特有质感，巧克力就都送掉了。

拍这个巧克力的盒子呢，是因为想到当年阿姨临走前，我给寄过一盒歌帝梵的巧克力。。 我送给阿香一盒巧克力当然不是情人节那种爱慕的意思，我也不会幼稚到拍个godiva巧克力就为了晒一个包装盒告诉别人我不喜欢吃巧克力。
其实就是因为阿姨离开了自己熟悉的地方，去到一个新的地方，想到阿甘正传那个有名的台词：生命就像一盒巧克力,结果往往出人意料（Life is like a box of chocolates,you never konw what you're going to get）
在国外，装在盒子里销售的巧克力有很多种口味（不想说啥了，我每次去德国都会逛那个整整一层楼面都是各种各样形形色色巧克力的超市，怎么可以有这么多巧克力，很多包装普通的味道却可以，很多包装精致的味道不咋di）。但如果你不一一打开品尝的话，就永远也不可能知道这一个是什么口味的：黑巧克力、白巧克力、酒心的、干果味的。有的巧克力外表看起来很漂亮，似乎很好吃的样子，其实很可能不符合自己的口味。就像每个人不同的选择都有可能导致自己命运的不同走向。在生活的某些关口，如果你不去作出选永远都不会知道自己的未来是怎样的。就像你不知道下一个巧克力是否好吃一样，也没有一个人可以预知自己的未来是怎样的。
巧克力有不同口味，看不出来，只有品尝才知道是不是自己喜欢的。
自己所能做的就是珍惜现在生活中的每一分钟，尽量做好每一件事。
未来是无法预测的
快乐地过好每一天
life is still beautiful
@蓝田良玉烟

花个指环王劳尔的痴，把我变态长英文名里的Ring补好，也是在百度贴吧花了最多的夏日午后和翻贴热情&好奇心最好的时候。

据说要去当教练了。