level 4
偶很久以前就开始写的。。。贴过一次，可是字数不够被删了。。。偶又回来啦！！
2007年11月03日 17点11分
level 4
在在の睡床
楼主
"Jaejoong, how are you doing now?"I struggled feverishly to sit up in my bed as Yunho came into my room, holding some cold medicine and a glass of water. He hurried to my bed and put the medicine down on the counter and brought the glass of water to my lips.He was so close… I could smell the fragrance of shampoo in his caramel colored hair and see the evident worry in his dark eyes. I blanked out for a minute but gathered myself quickly, smiled a little, and drank the water."I feel like I'm going to die." I answered truthfully.His hand stopped midair as he was reaching for the medicine on the counter."Don't say that," He said quietly, "If you die, I don’t think I can continue living without you.”I was shocked. Yunho wasn't the type to say something like that. It sounded like something said between lovers.An awkward silence hung before us."Just joking," He finally said, flashing me a smile, "Get some rest, we still need to film for our new single."Then he just left the room. I lay back on my bed and was awake for what seemed like hours, thinking about what he said. Does he know how I really felt about him? I couldn't help but wonder.I can hear him in the kitchen, fumbling with the pots and pans. A few seconds later, a crash rang from the kitchen. I sighed and slowly got up to my bed, leaning to the wall for support; he will destroy the whole kitchen if he continues what he is doing. If I guessed right, he was trying to make something for me to eat. My whole body ached and my bones were groaning in pain. It feels like someone was constantly hammering a nail into my head at full power, and there was a buzzing in my ear.I finally reached the kitchen, and I wasn’t one bit shocked to see that it looked as if a whirlwind hit the place.Pots and pans were all scattered on the floor. Broken pieces of eggshell were littered on the kitchen counter. On the ground was a mess of what looked like a few broken bowls and some gooey yellow egg yolk."What were you trying to make?" I asked weakly."Scrambled eggs." He answered truthfully and looked at me with those innocent eyes.I gave a weak sigh and took out a dustpan from the cupboards. As I swept the floor, he kept sneaking little peeks at me when he thought I wasn't looking. He was worried that I was going to get mad at him for destroying my kitchen. Despite his age, he was just sometimes too innocent and cute.I got up from the floor, having cleaned up all the bits and pieces of the broken bowls. Suddenly, a nauseating feeling hit my stomach and the world started spinning in front of my eyes. My feet staggered and I fell to the floor. I could hear Yunho calling my name as he hugged me, trying to get me to open my eyes.'You're so loud...' I thought. I looked at his worried expression, and my whole body suddenly felt airy. I slowly closed my eyes, and gently pressed my lips to his.
2007年11月03日 17点11分
3
level 4
在在の睡床
楼主
A large roar of thunder snapped us out of our trances. My face was burning from both embarrassment and anger.“What do you think I am?!” I yelled at him, tears stinging in my eyes, “A slut? Is that it? Do you see me as someone who will be called and dismissed at your will?!Yunho averted from my gaze and stared at the floor, his expression shadowed from his hair. His hands were clutched onto his shirt convulsively, his knuckles shining white.“If you still care even the tiniest bit about how I feel at all, “I hissed with a tone of disgust, my heart jumping and aching so much it threatened to rip away from my chest, “Don’t sneak into my room and use me as a tool for your own despicable needs.”He finally looked up at me again, the same blank expression that I hate seeing so much back on his face.I stared at him, hoping he would say something, anything at all. I was disappointed. There was a tiny corner in the back of my mind that held a futile hope, of him feeling the same way towards me as I do towards him. But he didn’t protest to my mocking. Does that really mean I was only a toy that he could throw away whenever he wanted? The thought of it made my anger flare even more. With a frustrated curse, I jumped out of the bed and walked furiously towards the door, my heart hurting more and more with each step that I take.As I passed by his side, he suddenly turned around and gripped my wrist.“Jaejoong…”I tried to tug my arm away from him, but he held on with an amazing amount of strength and his hand didn’t even budge. His grip was hurting me, and my brows were scrunched together in pain.“I love you.”I froze instantly and stared at him with a ridicule expression on my face. He shouldn’t something like that if he doesn’t mean it. He saw the disbelief on my face and leaned in, holding me in a tight embrace. I only had a second to tilt my head up and look at him before he lowered his lips to mine and started a rough, breathtaking kiss.
2007年11月03日 17点11分
6
level 1
His trembling fingers found the hem of my half-buttoned shirt and continued unbuttoning it, sending chills through my body where his cold fingertips touched my chest. “You’re beautiful, Jae…” He whispered into my lips as his hands moved to the top of my torso and squeezed the sensitive little nub. A moan escaped my lips, and he trailed his kiss across my cheek, my neck, and settled on my collar bone. He nibbled on the skin, making me hiss both in pain and excitement. His other hand wandered from my stomach down, edged my shorts off my hips and settled between my legs, slowly grasping me in his hand. I gasped and placed my hand in his hair, looking for support.His hand began to move, and the feeling was so intense that I had to bite my lips from whimpering out loud. He noticed this and moved his lips back to mine, his tongue probing my teeth, asking for entrance. I gave in without resisting, and moaned into his mouth as his hand moved faster and faster. All I saw was a blinding flash of white light before I came into his hands.After a few seconds, he tugged at my shirt with his other hand and threw it on the floor. He removed his own seconds later, and looked at me with an emotion in his eyes I have never seen before. Something tells me that he’s not letting me off just like this…And I was right.He pulled my shorts all the way down to my ankles and threw it on top of our pile of clothing. I covered myself with my hands, embarrassed, and squeaked, “Don’t look at me…” He pinned my hands away on top of my head, and whispered words of love into my ear as his other hand proceeded to unbuckle his belt. It was only when I felt an intense heat on the side of my leg that I realized what he was going to do. I haven’t done anything like this before, and I was scared that it would hurt. He comforted me silently, and smeared something warm on my rear. I blushed even harder, realizing what that is, and kept silent as he slowly inserted a finger inside me. I hissed from the sudden pain, and gripped onto the bed sheets tightly, trying to distract myself. Slowly, the feeling subdued and a new sensation hit me, as Yunho began to move his finger. After a while, I got used to the new feeling, and he pushed another finger inside me. A few minutes later, he saw that I was ready, and pulled his hand away from me, making me groan in protest as I wanted more.He pulled his length up my legs, until it stopped against my opening. I tensed immediately, and began to back out.“Yunho… Let’s do this another day… I’ll…I’ll help you with my hand today, please? I’m scared… I-“
2007年11月03日 17点11分
12
level 1
He sealed my mouth with his, and while I was busy occupied with the kiss, he pushed inside of me in one thrust.I felt like I was being ripped apart. All the pleasure from before was gone, and a pure, blunt feeling of pain replaced all the other senses I possessed. Tears streamed down my eyes, and Yunho licked them away lovingly as I tried to get used to the new member inside of my body. Gradually the pain began to go away, and I could only feel the intense heat gathered in his shaft. I nodded, prompting him to start to move. He started with small strokes, and gradually became faster. On one particular thrust, he hit somewhere inside me that sent shivers down my whole body. I gasped out loudly, and he knew that he found my mark. He smirked and continued hitting that place purposely, listening to my reactions as waves of pleasure swarmed to my brain. My gasps became faster and louder as his breathing sped up; and I came a second time on his lower abdomen. Seconds later, he buried himself deep inside me, and I felt him come as well. His chest heaved heavily and he fell onto the mattress, exhausted. I could still feel him pulse inside, as liquid slowly seeped onto the sheets. I was too tired and worn out to do anything about it. He opened his eyes and looked at me, a smile forming on his lips. “I love you, Jae…”“I love you too…”He held me close to his chest, and pulled a blanket over both of us. It was only moments later that we both fell asleep in each other’s arms, smiling in our dreams.
2007年11月03日 17点11分
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