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She loves him.
Her heart mutters it.
Her soul whispers it.
But she could never utter those words, because she knows him. That was not something he wanted to hear. He was not ready, and slowly, she started to realize, maybe Harvey is never going to be ready, not really.
But still Donna waited.
She could be patient.
Very patient.
So she waited, waited and waited.
Tens years of her life, of her brilliant youth come and go like a grain of sand drifting in the blowing wind.
They say that love is an ocean wide.
How wise. How true.
She is trapped in the sea named DESPAIR. The water , as black as the night and as wide as the sky, streched on and on and she could never see the land.
Sometimes she asked herself, for what?
All these endless suffering, anxiety, and turmoil - she endures them, like the most pious priest, hoping that one day, God will grant her happiness.
2013年08月22日 14点08分
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level 7
十年
She loves him.
Her heart mutters it.
Her soul whispers it.
But those words hang on the tip of her tongue, like a curse, like a taboo, as awkward as the last note of a dead language- something she could never utter in the broad day light.
Because she knows him.
Just like Donna Paulson knows everything else about Harvey Reginald Specter, she knows that he did not want to hear those words.
He was not ready, yet.
But over the years, she slowly started to realize, maybe Harvey is never going to be ready, not really.
But still Donna waited.
She could be patient.
Very patient.
Tens years of her life, her brilliant youth flew away like an arrow.
For ten years, she watched waves of women drift in and out of his life, on and on, on and on, forever restless, forever swaying, never staying.
They say that love is an ocean wide.
She did not realize how true and cruel those words are until this very moment.
Alone she floated, in the sea they called love, yet all she seems to feel is DESPAIR. The water , as black as the night and as wide as the sky, streched on and on until it melted into the horizon. She could never lay eyes on the land she searched so desperately for.
Sometimes she wonders whether it is worth it.
All of the tormenting wait, ceaseless anxiety, haunting insecurity- she endures them silently, like the most faithful follower, hoping that one day, God will repay her piety by granting her happiness, yet knowing the whole time that there was no happy ending.
Not for her, not when she fell for him ten years ago and decided that, regardless of his feelings,no matter what it costs her, for better for worse, she is going to stay with him, support him, guide him, comfort him and love him.
2013年08月23日 05点08分
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