我和他在一快8个多月了```可是吵架的间隔时间越来越短``````冷战的时间越来越长`````而且都学会了保持沉默`````我不敢否认我还爱他``````可是更不敢肯定他还爱我``````他只是嘴上说他还爱着我```````今天晚上我门一帮人出去吃饭````我喝了几口酒````嫌外面热``就上网吧上网去了````也就半个来小时`````我出去找他````一帮人``一个人也没在了```````本来昨天接我门一快的对象去就走了挺远的`````腿挺疼的````我又走了半天找他去`````找着他``连句话也不说``````我挺气的`````我气他为什么就那么两不道也懒得走过来告诉我一声````刚才我这台机子耳麦没音`````叫他换旁边那台机子````他就不乐意了``````跟我掉脸子```````我说我不换了````````我趴那睡觉行了吧`````然后就趴那了``````他也不怎么地````````把水弄洒了````半瓶冰水```````全洒我腿上了`````连句话都不带说的``````你门帮我出出主意``````我该怎么办````````

呵```````高倒是很简洁``

我现在烦的要命````````

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我不是没努力过```````以前`````每次吵架`````他都会哄我````现在``````他越来越没耐心了```````他比我小9个半月还多```````我一直拿他当小孩看```````什么事都不跟他计较`````他倒好```````我对他越好````````他就越耐气我````我现在好想放弃``````让8个多月的感情就这么随风去了`````````

这不是失恋与不失恋的关系```````我刚和疯子说了``````现在`````我和他就好像一个裂纹很大的花瓶``````无论是谁```````哪怕就那么轻轻的一推````````也会摔成无数碎片```````````

我觉得````如果我和他分开了````也只是一种解脱````如果在我离开他的那一秒`````有一种失恋的委屈```````我会转身回去``````可是```````我现在想到要和他分开````````就好像想到刚刚喝水了```````一会就该饿了一样```````我不知道我这是不是还爱他`````还是时间久了````感情淡了`````相爱的人```````也就散了````````

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也许你说的对``````我是该用时间疗伤了``````混蛋````我刚在q里跟你说话```我以为你也不理我了```气死我了``````一会你上来给我留言 `````我现在没在那台机子`````没开qq`````

你门说都没错`````可是我想知道的是`````我到底是不是该放弃了`````````还是继续这样下去```````

我觉得`自从和他在一起以后```我懂事多了````````以前`````我是那种一直被人宠惯了的人``````````和他在一起以后``````什么都变了```````什么事我都让着他`````宠着他````好吃的济他吃```````好喝的济他喝````````他想上网````````我在网吧陪他半个多月不合眼```````我对他越好```````他变的越多````越快``````很多次了```每次要和他散``都舍不得`````可是现在我真的累了``````倦了``````想放弃了``````我不知道我和他能不能有未来````我搞过的对象很多`````他是第一个````也是唯一的一个`````是我想找他要个家的那个人``````````可是现在``````我发现他给不了````````哪怕下一秒````````他都不见得能承诺给我``````我怕了```````````

``````````````你怎么还没上啊````````````

可是这8个多月呢````````我苦心经营了8个多月的感情呢````````这是我爱的最深```爱的最真的一次`````就这么就散了`````````我要用多久疗伤```````一年?两年?一辈子?我爱的太深````陷的太深了````````

可是我不想放手```他知道```没有他的夜里````我睡不着``````他知道````我怕黑`````没有他的时候``````自己不敢走夜路`````他知道```````没有他`````我的屋子会乱的很``````他也知道`````没有他的日子我过不下去````````

吵架```尤其是大吵``是很影响感情的```````我想要的是那种````平静``温馨``幸福`的日子```````不像现在````天天一帮人在一快```玩啊闹啊````很多人说我`外向`开朗`爱闹`爱笑的````其实我想要的就是那种普通的不能再普通的生活`````我不想惹惹````我不想要现在这种生活````他明白这些`````可是我门俩生活的轨道``越来越远了```````

来天津吧一段时间了`````我只有几个熟人`````好多人说我太凶了`````不愿意和我聊天什么的`````其实我也不愿意的````我也是没辙```````环境造就人````逼出来的````````我也很想有几个知心朋友说说话````在我有想不开的时候劝劝我的朋友``可是````很少有人喜欢我这性格的``````我想男的`还是喜欢温柔的多``````我在这向你门说句对不起``````我已经答应无雪哥哥不骂街了``````我只想找几个能说话的人````````

我很早之前就和他说过````````他忘了罢了````````我不想做那种有什么事都说很多很多遍的小女人```

算了`````他刚哄我了```每天的例行公事也做了```(每天3遍"我爱你")还是算了吧``````我还是放不下````````

47楼什么意思啊~?