Just want to leave a note...haha...I am in New York JFK airport...waiting to get on the plane......kind of excited but depress.....I am excited for the new TV drama and also my photo shoots......so many new tries in the next few months!!! Also ......today I went to see my grandma before I head to the airport......the first minute I saw my grandma ...I know she is upset ...because she knows I am leaving ......I go there so that I can feed her food before I leave......me and her did not talk too much ....she does not want to look at me much....but I saw her ...sitting there in the wheel chair....and I felt there is tears in her eyes....I feel very very sad......there is 2 times my tears almost felt down from my eyes....at that time I do not want to let my grandma see my tears...so i went to the bathroom.....just after a min,,,I came back...keep on feeding her.....then she start talking to me .....I saw her wiping tears off her eyes....then talk to me me with her soft voice...."be good...becareful with everything .....Don't worry about her...just do your best when you go back...." then my tears came down ...almost the same time as her tears....I was trying to be strong....she is also trying her best to cover up her saddness......so ....it is time for me to go to the airport....then my tears...start to fall out slowly....then I gave my grandma a big HUG.....my tears keep dropping....then she keep tellig me .....to be good.....take care of myself.....Please don't worry about me.........then I finally told her ...something I have not told her over all these years....." GRANDMA YOU ARE THE ONE I LOVE THE MOST...PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER!!! "....she did not hear me the first time.....then I said it again...next to her ear........then she said...." I know.....I know." .......then she tells me ....." YOU ARE ALSO THE ONE I LOVE THE MOST ALSO!!!!" I felt so ..... ................that is the first time over all these years.......first time saying that to my grandma.....because I told myself ...I must said it before I go back...because............then I left .....waving my hands to her............I really love my grandma.........she is the one I love the most in my whole life............( I almost have my tears falls down by typing this....what a weak man I am .haha) ok..........this wasn't suppose to be this long........sorry ......said too much.......but really want to share that with you all ...since all of you is also my family......ok...I have to get ready to get on plane now.....see you all soon .....hope I can get a smooth flight!!! See ya.....Love Ambrose...翻译篇...Ambrose留言之中文翻译：想留几句话...haha...我在纽约肯尼迪机场了...等着上飞机......兴奋但又哀伤.....兴奋是因为新电视剧和写真集的拍摄......在接下去的几个月裏，会有那麽多新的尝试!!! 还有 ......今天来机场前我又去看了外婆......看到外婆的那一刻 ...我明白她很难过 ...因为她知道我要走了.....我去了那裏，为了在走之前，能再喂她一次......我和她没有说很多 ....她不愿多看看我....但我一直望着她...坐在轮椅裏....感觉到她眼睛裏有泪水....我很难过......有两次我差点忍不住眼泪....不想让外婆看见我哭...我跑进了洗手间.....过了一分锺,我才又出来...接着喂她吃东西.....然後她开始跟我说话.....看见她擦掉眼泪....声音温和地对我说...."好好的...事事小心 .....别担心她...回去後好好努力...." 几乎在她落泪的同时...我的眼泪也流了下来...我试着要坚强一些....她也在努力地想掩藏她的伤感......後来 ....我该去机场了....这时我的眼泪...开始止不住地往下淌....我紧紧地抱住了外婆.....眼泪一直都没有停止....她继续对我说 .....好好的.....照顾好自己.....别为我担心.........最後我跟她说了一句话....一句这些年来我从来都没有告诉过她的话....." 外婆你是我最爱的人...请你永远记得!!! "....第一次，她没有听到.....我又再说了一次...在她的耳边说........她回答说...." 我知道.....我知道." .......接着她跟我说 ....." 你也是我最爱的人啊!!!!" 我感到如此 ..... ................这些年来，这是我第一次.......第一次终于对我的外婆说出了这样的话.....我告诉自己 ...在我回去之前，我必须要告诉她...因为............然後我走了 .....对她挥挥手............我真的很爱我的外婆.........她是我整个生命裏最爱的人............( 当我现在写着这些的时候，我又感觉眼泪要流下来....我是多麽脆弱的一个人啊.haha) 好了..........不写太多了........不好意思 ......太罗嗦了.......不过我真的很想跟你们大家分享我的感受 ...因为你们也都是我的家人......ok...我要准备登机了.....很快就要见到你们了 .....希望飞行顺利!!! 看吧.....Love Ambrose...