开始记录，少玩游戏，不会再躲起来到充满焦虑的地方了，记录学习而非实验，给自己一个充电吐槽的地方，记录心路而非计划。实验和计划都写在实验记录本里了。偶尔记录一下女友

Mon，Feb 10
Today we had a meeting.I thought that s a lethal break for me,but tutor Feng just tell me that i need to struggle. Kidding me? I struggle everyday every night.
And the MOST IMPORTANT THING is my girlfriend give one mobile phone to me. I m so touched… she earn 840 yuan for every month,but she give a new phone to me.I can imagine that she secretly went to store and chosen carefully. And she imagined me receiving new phone. God dont test me, i truly love her. love u my DING.

Tue,Feb 11
Today i bought a sososo expensive ornament for my girlfriend. i m so excited when i imagine her receiving my gift.

Thu, Feb 13
experiment is not too much. I finished my work early today. Now i m waiting

Sun ,Feb 16
We play the game "it takes two"
it s been a long time and we havent complete this game
look forward next game night

Thu, Mar 27
i have met some difficulty recent days. but i had more stable attitude and mind, by the way, and relationship with my gf. all bad things will disappear and i will get the best life. fak this laboratory and all bad people.