For a long time, I have dreamed of being perfect and the best.
And for so long a time, I have devoted myself to it.
Just sometimes, always imagination.
No one can beyond others forever.
Envy,lazy,can't help.
I can't control.
Beyond my control and my ability.
whatever.
anyway,it's my life.


just tell my why?
cold,indifference,ignorance...

Grades are just not everything.
There's always a time you should face the reality.
In society, grades were all the past.
meeting all the crazy person who would earn what he wants in every means.
No matter the methods,Cuz it's life itself.
Even when you are in campus.

Sometimes, I doubted.
But there's no use, cuz life do not allow you to break even just a few minutes.You have to go ahead no matter what you are suffering.
Life may be hard most of the time.
A experience, not happy one for most of us.
Torture. so be tolerant.
Hard. so be hard-working.
I don't care if your world is ending today. Cuz I was't invited to it anyway.