level 4
Angel娜娜
楼主
Until I had nearly broken up with Shirley, I knew that how deep her love was on me. But all things seemed to be late. This time, I did excessively(过分地). The mistake was too great for her to forgive me. She made a new choice. She made up her mind to leave me. I could do nothing but wait, waiting a wonder to come. I knew she was in difficult, I could understand her. So I decided to be apart from her for few months to give her a quiet life. I’ve also got enough time to think over my days which spent with her. I got to know her well since we went into Grade 3. Later she told me that she began to notice me as early in the second term in Grade 1. At first, I was not sure if it was true. Slowly, I believed. Actually, in Grade 1, I also began to notice her. Once I draw a Mickey Mouse on her book. I could not understand why she was so angry to see the picture drawn by me. She told our Chinese teacher this thing. I was quite afraid of our Chinese teacher. She was a very strange woman. She could look into one’s heart and find the secret easily. She said to me:“Shirley is very pretty, don’t you think so?” I had no word to answer. She then said:“ I guess you want to make friends with her, don’t you?” Silent is the answer, so I kept silent. She smiled, said slowly, in a disresit(不可抗拒的) voice:“boy, you are young!” That thing seemed to be over very quick and easy. From then on, I didn’t pay any attention to Shirley. And in our Chinese teacher’s eyes, I had no secret. She knew me so. Before I made friends with Shirley, I had another close friend called Windy. For I wanted to get on well with Shirley, I dismissed Windy out of hand. Of course many gossip appeared. I didn’t care about what other said. I only felt Shirley was better. She’s very careful and kind. Because of my shortcoming(缺陷) in nature(性格),I needed her。Also,she’s more pretty.At first,I didn’t know she had cared me for two years, and I didn’t want her to know that I had a special feeling on her, so I was very careful. Once, I heard of her first name——Lian YaoY, so I wrote it down on a small pink paper and put it into her pen. To my surprise, she also wrote a small piece of paper and put it into my pen. It was written:DingPaP. I didn’t know if she did so in meaning. Sometimes I could feel a warm look when she looks at me. The feeling was flat but sweet. One day, I went home from a way I never went before. How lucky, I met her face to face on the half way. She’s a little surprised, but soon smiled to me. The next day I went this way. Again, I met her. This time I also smiled to her. So we made a deal in private that I came from east to west, she came from west to east, we greeted with smile or waving hands. Day after day, we soon became close friends. I couldn’t tell how happy the feeling was. I must thank the God. The God made all these.There’s a time, I asked her to sing a song for me. She agreed. In return for this, I carried bag for her. I did it voluntary. Even, at times, I thought she’s my owner. I was a slave, slave of her, slave of love. Certainly, I wouldn’t tell her these. Silently, I fell in love with her.
2004年12月10日 01点12分
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