2018/11/21
Because I can’t type any Chinese word withthe office laptop, just Japanese and English, but the office time is so boringdue to no work for me handle, and rules are so tough, like smartphone isforbidden in office or many websites are not accessible, that I decide to writedown the things that came out in my mind or what I am thinking at the moment.
Thanks to so many years not writing anyword of English, I am quite sure that there will and must be many mistakes ofgrammar and or even spelling. However, the point is not the language, but mythought and killing the boring time, so if you are reading these paragraphs, pleasedon’t pay too much attention to my poor written English even though I will trymy best to write correctly. Of course, if there is any mistake and you’d liketo point that out, I am very glad to know it and be careful next time.
Besides, I can’t promise that I will updatecontinuously, it all depends on I am bored or not.
I once tried to type in Hanyupinyin, but I failed.Because it is more difficult to read as we are all used to watch 漢字, not abcd.

洋气

中心意思就是你好无聊，汉字又输入不了

2018/11/29
Recently, I have a strong desire tocultivate my hobbies, such as re-read the English grammar books which were notfinished during my college time, watching TV series or movies, learn more aboutFinal Cut Pro, but these all need time, or maybe I become lazier and lazier(sad). Thanks to these wanted things, I become to re-think the relationshipbetween private time and office time, or a little bit concretely speaking, howto balance, or how to prevent the work invade too much into personal life.
Honestly speaking, invasion we usually mentionedis an eternal problem which cannot be solved in just one or two generations, oreven in the all period of contemporary modern society. Maybe when the day thatthe concept of work is disappeared finally comes, we do not work for surviving,but for interest, at that time we will truly get rid of dull and tough work.That means interest integrates into work, but on the other side, it also besaid that work equals to interest. Whatever, this is a further question needs furtherdiscussion.
However, the mental invasion cannot but iseasier to be ignored. We always bring the working emotion into personal life,especially some bad temper, or even advertising on SNS like WeChat, or thetheme we talk to friends are stuff related to work, like colleagues, or whathappened during office time. We lost ourselves little by little. Talking about books,articles, movies or social/national event or listen to the deep voice in yourmind is regarded as reaching for what is beyond our grasp. We are taught to bepractical, taught to earn our living. Because we are so tired and exhaustedfrom running about on work, we are never interested in serious literature but entertainmentshow, the fast food in the field of entertainment, we do not care about the environmentwe are living as to we can’t change so there is no meaning, ant then meaning oflife is to earn valuable possessions. That is the worst thing, we stopthinking, or change another word, and we are incapability of thinking. We areno more a person, even not an AI robot, but just a working machine.

一句也看不懂

11.21
总结：工作无趣，工作的电脑只能打英文，本来想用汉语拼音，发现更加麻烦，用英语打下心声.......
11.29
总结：正在学视频剪辑，工作节奏的繁忙，已经影响到了个人的生活，也让人提不起兴趣做喜欢的事情，疲于日常的各种条条框框，没有时间进行思考，而这样的生活工作让人看起来更像是一台机器.............
同情，我的上一份工作也是这样，每天处理的事情，让人觉得我就是个电脑数据库，用键盘一打，就可以有信息的反馈