Jesus Christ that was an intense episode, I'm a sobbing mess right now.
Seeing Okabe snap at Daru, then immediately yelling at Maho, and then Daru getting angry enough to actually PUNCH Okabe. Then to top it all off, Mayuri telling Okabe that maybe he should've saved Kurisu instead of her and how his eyes have always been full of regret and suffering because he saved her. This is the moment the waterworks started flowing.
耶稣保佑,这真是紧张刺激的一集,我刚哭完回来
看到冈部对桶子大喊,然后直接向真帆咆哮,然后桶子愤怒的给了冈部一拳。然后在天台上的全部对话,真有理告诉冈部也许他应该救助手而不是自己,她看到冈部的眼里总是充满阴翳和痛苦,因为选择拯救自己。这一幕看到我要发大水了


Honestly, that is probably the most tragic thing about that part (which was a LONG time in coming). Honestly.....while okabe knee jerk reaction was to deny it......his actions....for this entire series (and what Suzuha told them about the future) supported the idea that if it was Kurisu who lived instead of Mayuri everyone would be happier.
其实,可能最让人触动的是这个地方(在很后面)
其实...当时冈部的本能反应就是否认....他自己的行为...对这整个事件的行为(还有玲羽告诉他们的未来的事),这也说明如果当时是助手活下来了,其他人可能也会开心点吧
Sorry, I should have clarified. I dont believe that those timelines are better since those timelines have their own fair share of problems. I was referring to how Okabe is acting in the series (pretty much stewing in his own regrets and massive amounts of PTSD) supported that conclusion for Mayuri. Shes thinking the same thing that Kurisu was thinking when the choice first presented itself in the alpha world line. Essentially, "you have to choose between the two of us and trying to save both is hurting you too much in this these timelines. So sacrifice one of us and be happier in the other timeline". But becasue Okabes in such pain mayuri thinks that the timelines when she dies and Kurisu lives are better than this one.
抱歉,我应该明说的.我不认为这些世界线有哪个会更好,因为这些世界线都有它们各自的遗憾。我曾经谈到过冈部的一些表现(他一直在被后悔和PTSD折磨)来佐证真有理得出的结论。她在想的事情和助手当时(a线里第一次选择出现时)想的事情是差不多的。实际上就是“你只能选择拯救我们之中的一个人,在这些世界线里,想要两个都拯救的你已经伤痕累累了,所以,放弃一个人,然后在另一条世界线里快乐的度过余生吧”但是因为冈部的心灵创伤难以愈合,真有理才会想“是不是克莉丝活着的那条世界线更好呢”