I bell, kill livestock the bell at one's side of pill. Can not remember the thing before how many years that is, from now to now for a long time, memory a little turns to be yellow like paper, a little is fuzzy . Kill livestock pill to be still very young at that time, dog yaksha still pieces of half goblin, is it is it store in even to set to endureThe pill puts down me in a certain village to kill livestock, he say that waits for me here. I have not resisted , nod, the unprecedented one is submitted to. It know I by he want it if going , if killing , if enduring , fall,I in he will have a bad headache,hope he headache because of me of I, then the unprecedented one is submitted to. The warm tail skipped my face when he turned round, I was still very small at that time, like that kind of warm feeling very much. It skip face of me, transient, is it go from me far to want. Kill livestock an adult. He goes back to see me over the head. I am unable to say other words again, or I say some unimportant words, I have forgotten it. He has not spoken , has not nodded , has not smiled , have not done anything . Just turn round, then leave away. I see his figure many times, far have, some are very near, only this time, there is one kind of sad feelings. It is set off yellowly that there is no setting sun, there is not the sad song , there are no words of departure, but such sadness. I think oneself unable to meet him again. Soon after he left, the village was destroyed by the pestilence, no people survived , including I. I is it kill livestock ball he is it let I to come back , know whether he has seen my carcass to know. In I have been all the time dark in the film after dying, have waited to have no way of knowing anything external for a long time for a long time. Why you do not reincarnate , the child? One day , have first overcast voice in being dark finally. The child, your emotion is too deep, fetter you. You should be free, let's go to reincarnate. I is it reincarnate everything that can forget this life to go, is that right? It is good Then I do not want The child, you are sentimentally attached to this life again you have resumed too already , OK? I mustn't is it kill livestock an adult to forget. Child, does not is it reincarnate you can is it visit soul to become , drift everywhere to go, without definite residence, unable to grow up, forever lonely so to go down. But in this way I may keep killing livestock by an adult, is that right? Child ¡­¡­Can he know you at his side, these what's the use? Don't try to persuade me again, do I only think whether to know at his side what would it matter or not? That sound no longer says anything, falls into silence again all around. I close the eyes, any imperceptible weight, because I am a soul now. I have become a tour soul. Visit soul one special physique , I can with kill livestock pill in generationing permanent equally too, and longer more alive than more he. I have already died, so can not die once again , I visit souls as one, just following him wholeheartedly, dies with reaching him, then continue the lonely one and is in generation, can't free forever. Very painful? Very painful. But I would still like to become and swim souls, follow him. 

He was very tired out when I found him, rested on and breathed on the trunk . His eyebrow is wrinkled very tight, very painful appearanceKill livestock an adult, what's the matter with you? I escape one's lips, subconsciousness stretches out hands My hands cross his health. I forget I am whether one visit soul. Bell ¡­¡­ The pill is calling my name to kill livestock, he seems to be going into a coma, consciousness is not very clear. Kill livestock an adult! Kill livestock an adult! Being very worried, I call him frenetically , want to touch him. But what can I do? He can not hear my voice, can not see me, my hands will also cross his health . I can only helplessly look at his agony .I nothing make , let him rescue I always already in the one mankind in the past, protect I, I become first visit soul , but still nothing can be done now, it is so difficult to even share his agony. I feel one's own incapability deeply, the one's own one is negligible , the pain in the neck that that is very one.Bell ¡­¡­ He stretches out hands, the direction belonged to to my hands has been held accurately, though fail to get, ¡­¡­the direction is accurate. I am stupefied. Bell ¡­¡­You are here, is that right? Kill livestock an adult ¡­¡­ You are here ¡­¡­ I nod, nod desperately, even if it is good to see, I know whom he may feel arrive. I am here! I am here! I am at your side! Bell ¡­¡­Why not see me ? Are you hiding from me? Do not have! Do not have! How could! Kill livestock an adult, I have died, I have already died, I am unable to see you! He can not hear, but the explanation which I do not stop , if he can really feel my existence , then he will feel my explanation too. I go the village, people of inside die, too heavy carcass depletion that burns village, I can not find you, I can not rescue you ¡­¡­ No, the one that does not matter, kill livestock an adult, you have rescued me a lot times, even if you have rescued me, I will die one day. So long as you still remember me, I am very glad . He is feeling trying to find out, it is still the appearance remaining unconscious. Kill livestock an adult ¡­¡­Kill livestock an adult ¡­¡­Kill livestock an adult ¡­¡­ Seeing evilly that far ran over, I am very gratified he could be cured at last, I stroked his face, still cross his face, has to give up , follows behind seeing evilly 尾:邪见远远地跑过来,我很欣慰他终于有救了,我抚摸他的脸,依然穿过他的脸,只好放弃,跟在邪见后面.. 累死了,先翻译到这儿~待续~~~~~~~~