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koala06090
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Alan，it has been four days since you left. I’m already miss you, miss you so much. I can’t believe it when the news came to me. I have no any mental preparation although I actually have thought you will left us one day at least in your nineties. I’m so silly. I thought there’s a long time to go. I once imagined that I still have much time to stand outside your home pretending to meet you by chance and say ‘Good day, Sir! I really like you.’ I imagined that I will go to London to see your drama personally. I also imagined that I will receive the photo with your signature on it. But now, these are impossible, not to mention receiving a letter from your agent says that ‘We’re really sorry for that Alan can’t sign the photo because he’s not in London.’
This is the first time I realize how fragile the human is when facing disease. ‘I can tell you how to bottle fame, brew glory and even put a stopper in death’ You cheated us in the movie, isn’t it enough? You cheated us again. You held the secret back from all of us except your family and friends. You know how exactly my heart hurts when I saw ‘kiss him goodbye’? It really likes using a spoon to cut it out. As Emma said, you are a bastard, our beloved bastard. Cheated us for so long but still made us fun. How can we start to hate you? So can we stop suffering from such pain?
‘Life isn’t fair’, as Severus said, He took you from us at such an early age. You should have moved to your new house with Rima and celebrated your 70th birthday.
Anyway, I missed you, I already miss you and I will miss you as well as remember you, always.
Thanks for all you did, Alan. I love you.
当我看见汉斯掉下去的时候，我告诉自己，这只是电影；
当我看见郡长蹬腿抽搐死不瞑目的时候，我告诉自己，你没事；
当我看见奥哈拉的尸体从海里捞出来的时候，我说你真是敬业也不用替身，水多冷啊；
当我看见斯内普教授流着泪说看着我你有你妈妈的眼睛的时候，我告诉自己，你没事，你很幸福，你有Rima婶、很多朋友还有很多和我一样爱你的Fans；
当我看见你最后一张照片里消瘦的身影时还跟着贴吧的小伙伴们一起调侃是不是婶惩罚你不给吃甜甜圈，勒令你减肥了，让你下次出现惊艳我们。
的确，你的死讯出现地惊艳，甚至惊吓。无言以对，想哭，想撕心裂肺地大哭，却哭不出来，尝到了心被汤匙切的感觉，很钝，很痛。
说什么教授走好，去找Lily的人根本就不了解你！在我心中，你只是Alan，Alan Rickman. 疾病无情地把你从我们身边带走，但是你的音容笑貌，颜容举止犹存。
我想下面图上说的也是Alan 希望我们做到的吧。（不要砸我。 一直在吧里潜水，第一次冒泡竟然发了这个![[泪]](/static/emoticons/u6cea.png)
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2016年01月18日 05点01分
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This is the first time I realize how fragile the human is when facing disease. ‘I can tell you how to bottle fame, brew glory and even put a stopper in death’ You cheated us in the movie, isn’t it enough? You cheated us again. You held the secret back from all of us except your family and friends. You know how exactly my heart hurts when I saw ‘kiss him goodbye’? It really likes using a spoon to cut it out. As Emma said, you are a bastard, our beloved bastard. Cheated us for so long but still made us fun. How can we start to hate you? So can we stop suffering from such pain?
‘Life isn’t fair’, as Severus said, He took you from us at such an early age. You should have moved to your new house with Rima and celebrated your 70th birthday.
Anyway, I missed you, I already miss you and I will miss you as well as remember you, always.
Thanks for all you did, Alan. I love you.
当我看见汉斯掉下去的时候，我告诉自己，这只是电影；
当我看见郡长蹬腿抽搐死不瞑目的时候，我告诉自己，你没事；
当我看见奥哈拉的尸体从海里捞出来的时候，我说你真是敬业也不用替身，水多冷啊；
当我看见斯内普教授流着泪说看着我你有你妈妈的眼睛的时候，我告诉自己，你没事，你很幸福，你有Rima婶、很多朋友还有很多和我一样爱你的Fans；
当我看见你最后一张照片里消瘦的身影时还跟着贴吧的小伙伴们一起调侃是不是婶惩罚你不给吃甜甜圈，勒令你减肥了，让你下次出现惊艳我们。
的确，你的死讯出现地惊艳，甚至惊吓。无言以对，想哭，想撕心裂肺地大哭，却哭不出来，尝到了心被汤匙切的感觉，很钝，很痛。
说什么教授走好，去找Lily的人根本就不了解你！在我心中，你只是Alan，Alan Rickman. 疾病无情地把你从我们身边带走，但是你的音容笑貌，颜容举止犹存。
我想下面图上说的也是Alan 希望我们做到的吧。（不要砸我。 一直在吧里潜水，第一次冒泡竟然发了这个
）
![[心碎]](/static/emoticons/u5fc3u788e.png)
![[惊哭]](/static/emoticons/u60cau54ed.png)
