No tongue, nothing deep even; but it was just a kiss filled with longing, love, pain and lots of fear.
I don’t know or care what she’d do after this, but this moment, this kiss.
Is mine.
Finally I hesitantly pushed her away and I looked downwards, not daring to see her reaction.
Amber touched her lips, still feeling the moist lips against hers and her heart raced crazily, what does this make of us, she wondered.
“Krystal –” She reverted to calling me that whenever she’s mad or serious and I flinched at that name.
“Iloveyouamberjosephineliuforyearssorry” I jumbled all my words in a rare moment of stupidity and she frowned, “What?”
I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, biting my lips and my shirt’s top buttons were loosened, revealing my milky white cleavage.
I finally said it, “I-I. I’ve always loved you, Amber. I’m sorry.”
I apologized because I knew she was vehemently against being labeled a lesbian, now, with this confession… it’d somehow taint her memories of us two I think.
I wiped off a stray tear from my eyes and grinned at her, “Don’t worry. I won’t force you. I’ll be okay, just need some time.”
I couldn’t read her, she was awfully quiet and it hurt me that she didn’t even say she liked me or something…
Guess I was too hopeful.
I turned my back against her, the hurt weighing in on me and I felt a stinging pain in my chest.
Amber’s mind was racing as well, then she slowly took out a box of something from her pocket.
She blushed and nudged at me, I didn’t want to look at her so I gruffly said, “What?!”
She poked me rapidly and I turned in exasperation, “Yah dork, I’ll kill –”
I saw her holding out a box of Peppero, while looking sheepish and my heart skipped a beat, could this be?
She cleared her throat, “U-Uh, S-Soo Jung-ah, want to have a-a Peppero? With me?” She said the last part while blushing crazily.
I slowly grinned and my eyes formed to crescents, I teased, “With you?”
She nodded while looking downwards, eyeing her fidgeting legs (a sign she’s nervous) and she stuttered, “L-Like w-with S-Soyeon…w-want to??”
I grinned brightly, and I felt like there really might be something between us after all.
I cleared my throat and said in a fake icy tone, “Dork. Just one? I demand that we finish all of it. And we’d finish it to the end, no fingers used to hold it, just our lips.”
She blushed at the meaning of my words and she slowly grinned, “Oh.”
She held up a Peppero and placed it between her lips, just like when she did it with Soyeon (UGH!!!) I fidgeted where we sat and she said, “Done –”
I broke off half of that pesky Peppero and kissed her along with the other half in her lips, our kiss tasting of Peppero.
Her eyes widened at first, then she slowly closed her eyes as we kissed, then I pulled back and grinned, she blushed and grinned too.
I grabbed a Peppero and broke it into half again before placing it between my luscious lips flirtatiously, then I , “Another round?”
She didn’t answer me with words.
It was another Peppero flavored kiss again, but it was more urgent than earlier…and soon, we forgot about our promise of finishing the whole box of Peppero.
We, um, did more than that (let’s just leave it at that).
Guess…Peppero’s aren’t so bad, huh?
2015年11月24日 10点11分
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