When I spoke the last word,I saw her face rapidly turned.The disapointment on her face .

I asked what you had said,actully I heard that.I just, I am not ready to fall in love.Yep,its a hard choice.But I have to make it.

I am not only afraid of being refused,but also afraid of future.There is nothing I can give you.I dont deserve you now.

I had dreamed of falling love with you,a lot of times.But its impossible.I need to face the fact, the future only depends on my own hands.

Yes, I chose to hide my emotions, your face really shocked me.I wont forget it.When I said I wont have puppy love,suddenly I realized I was wrong to say it.That face...

I know its very hard to accept my rude thoughts.But, please wait for me until I got graduate.
I will remember what you said to me,"Be brave enough to show your love,and you will get what you want."

Please dont leave me,we can be friends at least... :)