I held tight to the world, but rejected.我用力抓紧世界，最终却仍被世界淘汰。　　If I had saved the effort, would the pain be less?如果一开始就松手，我的痛苦会不会少些？　同人帖吧：https://tieba.baidu.com/f?kw=%D0%FD%B3%FB&frs=yqtb