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转眼2014已过去差不多3/4了，lene依旧没给我们带来新专辑。一点新砖的消息都没有。但2014年，lene还是经历了一些事。
我从http://www.lene-marlin.info/里整理了一些lene从2014.1-9月份的news
2014年09月06日 13点09分
level 11
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housesail
楼主
lene写的我不大明白
I Didn*t Want To Live Any Longer（标题：我不想再。。。。活了？）
I had decided that I would never speak of this publicly. Not because I am ashamed. I am not. But because I just wanted to be done with it all. As the years have passed I*ve come to realize that I will never be completely done with it. It is a part of who I am. I live with it each and every day and will carry it with me for the rest of my life. So I might as well say it out loud:
I tried to end my own life.
I couldn*t handle the pressure.
It*s strange, isn*t it, how you can go from living life for yourself, to suddenly realizing you are living it for everyone else; their expectations and their dreams. How easily one is lost in the demands of others. How easily one takes to living other people*s lives. Now I see it all the time, kids struggling. Even older people; imagine still feeling the pressure after all those years. What kind of hope is left us then?
2014年09月07日 04点09分
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I Didn*t Want To Live Any Longer（标题：我不想再。。。。活了？）
I had decided that I would never speak of this publicly. Not because I am ashamed. I am not. But because I just wanted to be done with it all. As the years have passed I*ve come to realize that I will never be completely done with it. It is a part of who I am. I live with it each and every day and will carry it with me for the rest of my life. So I might as well say it out loud:
I tried to end my own life.
I couldn*t handle the pressure.
It*s strange, isn*t it, how you can go from living life for yourself, to suddenly realizing you are living it for everyone else; their expectations and their dreams. How easily one is lost in the demands of others. How easily one takes to living other people*s lives. Now I see it all the time, kids struggling. Even older people; imagine still feeling the pressure after all those years. What kind of hope is left us then?
她才刚结婚诶，，怎么可能，，
2014年09月07日 12点09分
翻译呢？
2014年09月07日 12点09分
回复@housesail :Lene压力太大了，不要逼她出专辑了![[不高兴]](/static/emoticons/u4e0du9ad8u5174.png)
2015年01月25日 04点01分
level 11
housesail
楼主
A different kind of pressure（一种不同的压力）
I wish I could tell you that the pressure lets off, as you grow older. The one thing I can say is that it changes. You simply have more choices. I decided that I was the only one that could make myself happy. This process included making some choices that seemed very strange to people close to me, but I have no regrets. Because even while living this hectic dream-life I knew I had to put a stop to it.
（lene希望能告诉大家说压力已去，但是觉得人成长后，事情会改变。会有很多的选择。lene 认为只有自己能让自己快乐。lene认为让人们接近自己是很奇怪的，但她不后悔，因为生活忙碌充实着。）
I let it go too far.
Because I at that time lacked both the strength and the ability to listen to myself instead of others, years passed before I was fully healed. This is my only regret. It has, however, made me live my life in a different way. For better or for worse, I discovered at an early age how I didn*t want to live my life, and that is something for which I am thankful. Others take much longer to see this and might end up never having lived the life they really want.
（lene说自己缺乏倾听自己内心的能力，这个毛病很多年才治好。这是她唯一觉得后悔的事。lene用不同于别人的方式或者。是好是坏，在早年lene就发现她不喜欢自己的生活，但因为一些事她对生活充满感谢。很多人可能永远过着不是自己想要的生活）
lz
已阵亡，太难翻译了。。。。。。翻译不一定对
2014年09月07日 04点09分
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I wish I could tell you that the pressure lets off, as you grow older. The one thing I can say is that it changes. You simply have more choices. I decided that I was the only one that could make myself happy. This process included making some choices that seemed very strange to people close to me, but I have no regrets. Because even while living this hectic dream-life I knew I had to put a stop to it.
（lene希望能告诉大家说压力已去，但是觉得人成长后，事情会改变。会有很多的选择。lene 认为只有自己能让自己快乐。lene认为让人们接近自己是很奇怪的，但她不后悔，因为生活忙碌充实着。）
I let it go too far.
Because I at that time lacked both the strength and the ability to listen to myself instead of others, years passed before I was fully healed. This is my only regret. It has, however, made me live my life in a different way. For better or for worse, I discovered at an early age how I didn*t want to live my life, and that is something for which I am thankful. Others take much longer to see this and might end up never having lived the life they really want.
（lene说自己缺乏倾听自己内心的能力，这个毛病很多年才治好。这是她唯一觉得后悔的事。lene用不同于别人的方式或者。是好是坏，在早年lene就发现她不喜欢自己的生活，但因为一些事她对生活充满感谢。很多人可能永远过着不是自己想要的生活）
lz
已阵亡，太难翻译了。。。。。。翻译不一定对
有心了
2015年08月28日 02点08分
level 11
housesail
楼主
Went home during recess
回家休息期间
I still have bad dreams about high school; that they call me up telling me I need to come back, do it all over again.
对于高中生活我仍有糟糕的梦；人们告诉我我需要会去，重新上学
I felt like I didn*t fit in. Like I was weird and different from everyone else.
我感到不适应。好像我很怪与其他人不同
Every time we had free time, even in the middle of the day, I would go home: Play the guitar for as long as I could and run back when I had to.
每次我有自由时间甚至一天中，当必须时只要我可以就回家玩吉他
That*s where I found the strength I needed. I kept thinking that if I just got through those three years everything would be all right. And it was.
我发现这是我需要的能量。我一直这样想我能顺利度过这三年，一切都会好起来
Sometimes you just have to hold on for a little while longer.
有时你只需要一点坚持
Sometime during my twenties I found myself lying on a cold kitchen floor weak from crying my eyes out.
在我20多岁时，有时我发现自己躺在冰冷厨房的地板，泪流至疲惫
I don*t know how many hours had passed, but I found one can actually run out of tears. That your body can only take so much.
我不知过了几个小时，但是我发现这是一个着实能逃离泪水的方法。就是用你的身体去感受所有
I was completely worn out; but I had come to peace with the fact that this was to be my last night.
我近乎疲惫。但是事实是我平静的度过那些夜晚。
I felt surprisingly cold and detached as I wrote notes to people I cared about.
当我写下人们所关心的这些东西是，我感到一阵冰凉分裂。
I did really want to end my life that night. When my eyes closed I felt at peace.
那晚我真的想结束自己的生命当我闭上双眼感受平静时。
I awoke several hours later, confused and in terrible pain. Ironically I didn*t have the strength to try again; I was too weak to even die.
几小时后我清醒过来，感到困惑和痛苦。讽刺的是我没力气再试一次了，我很累甚至没力去死。
2014年09月07日 12点09分
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回家休息期间
I still have bad dreams about high school; that they call me up telling me I need to come back, do it all over again.
对于高中生活我仍有糟糕的梦；人们告诉我我需要会去，重新上学
I felt like I didn*t fit in. Like I was weird and different from everyone else.
我感到不适应。好像我很怪与其他人不同
Every time we had free time, even in the middle of the day, I would go home: Play the guitar for as long as I could and run back when I had to.
每次我有自由时间甚至一天中，当必须时只要我可以就回家玩吉他
That*s where I found the strength I needed. I kept thinking that if I just got through those three years everything would be all right. And it was.
我发现这是我需要的能量。我一直这样想我能顺利度过这三年，一切都会好起来
Sometimes you just have to hold on for a little while longer.
有时你只需要一点坚持
Sometime during my twenties I found myself lying on a cold kitchen floor weak from crying my eyes out.
在我20多岁时，有时我发现自己躺在冰冷厨房的地板，泪流至疲惫
I don*t know how many hours had passed, but I found one can actually run out of tears. That your body can only take so much.
我不知过了几个小时，但是我发现这是一个着实能逃离泪水的方法。就是用你的身体去感受所有
I was completely worn out; but I had come to peace with the fact that this was to be my last night.
我近乎疲惫。但是事实是我平静的度过那些夜晚。
I felt surprisingly cold and detached as I wrote notes to people I cared about.
当我写下人们所关心的这些东西是，我感到一阵冰凉分裂。
I did really want to end my life that night. When my eyes closed I felt at peace.
那晚我真的想结束自己的生命当我闭上双眼感受平静时。
I awoke several hours later, confused and in terrible pain. Ironically I didn*t have the strength to try again; I was too weak to even die.
几小时后我清醒过来，感到困惑和痛苦。讽刺的是我没力气再试一次了，我很累甚至没力去死。
话说楼上翻译很不靠谱啊，，先解释下人们告诉我我需要会去是什么意思吧，，
2014年09月07日 13点09分
回复 猫头鹰owl3 :他是直接翻译的，没有用汉语的表达习惯断句和整理而已，多看两遍就清楚了。
2014年09月23日 03点09分
level 8
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