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GUILTY LOVE I don't know why people always look down on disability. It seems that only perfection is enough. Recently my mother has wanted to keep a little dog. One of my neighbours agreed to give us one. My mother chose a black dog. However, I preferred a disabled one, which was so cute, but had a disabled leg. I couldn't resist stroking him. The life's power shocked my heart."Is this fair on you?" my mind wondered. Then I asked to get this one. Sadly, my mother refused. I tried all I could, but still failed. My neighbour said that no one liked this dog, so they would sell him to a butcher at the end of the year. It's no wonder that the words hurt me so much. I cannot imagine such a cute dog will say goodbye to me like that. His short life is but full of hardship. I cannot express how much I love him. Suddenly, I realised how guilty I was at the same time: Were I an angel, I would never stop protecting you. Were I God, I would never break your heart. Alas, sorry, I am not. It's not your mistake to be disabled from birth, but my fault to just leave my guilty love unable to provide any help. I'm guilty.
2008年02月10日 04点02分
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