I realize that you can't expect anything to stay the same.. Relationships,
people, places, all change over time. Your best friend now might be but a
stranger in the future. I wish I could freeze the way things are sometimes,
keep all the people who are close to me, and have it stay that way for life.
It's painful when you realize that you no longer mean the same to someone
who used to mean a lot to you, and vice versa. At the same time, it feels
almost natural. Or maybe it's because I've gotten used to it over time.
I'm not good at keeping in touch with people, especially friends I make
on the Internet.. I have a habit of forgetting to reply to messages and
vanishing for long periods of time when I become preoccupied with something
else. Maybe it's because I grew up with the notion instilled in me by my
parents that friends you make on the Internet shouldn't be important to you.
But on some days, I can't help but miss some of the people I used to talk
to every day for hours on end, and do so many things with...

I actually understood

I realize that you can't expect anything to stay the same.. Relationships,
people, places, all change over time. Your best friend now might be but a
stranger in the future. I wish I could freeze the way things are sometimes,
keep all the people who are close to me, and have it stay that way for life.
It's painful when you realize that you no longer mean the same to someone
who used to mean a lot to you, and vice versa. At the same time, it feels
almost natural. Or maybe it's because I've gotten used to it over time.
I'm not good at keeping in touch with people, especially friends I make
on the Internet.. I have a habit of forgetting to reply to messages and
vanishing for long periods of time when I become preoccupied with something
else. Maybe it's because I grew up with the notion instilled in me by my
parents that friends you make on the Internet shouldn't be important to you.
But on some days, I can't help but miss some of the people I used to talk
to every day for hours on end, and do so many things with...I

I realize that you can't expect anything to stay the same.. Relationships,
people, places, all change over time. Your best friend now might be but a
stranger in the future. I wish I could freeze the way things are sometimes,
keep all the people who are close to me, and have it stay that way for life.
It's painful when you realize that you no longer mean the same to someone
who used to mean a lot to you, and vice versa. At the same time, it feels
almost natural. Or maybe it's because I've gotten used to it over time.
I'm not good at keeping in touch with people, especially friends I make
on the Internet.. I have a habit of forgetting to reply to messages and
vanishing for long periods of time when I become preoccupied with something
else. Maybe it's because I grew up with the notion instilled in me by my
parents that friends you make on the Internet shouldn't be important to you.
But on some days, I can't help but miss some of the people I used to talk
to every day for hours on end, and do so many things with...I

I realize that you can't expect anything to stay the same.. Relationships,
people, places, all change over time. Your best friend now might be but a
stranger in the future. I wish I could freeze the way things are sometimes,
keep all the people who are close to me, and have it stay that way for life.
It's painful when you realize that you no longer mean the same to someone
who used to mean a lot to you, and vice versa. At the same time, it feels
almost natural. Or maybe it's because I've gotten used to it over time.
I'm not good at keeping in touch with people, especially friends I make
on the Internet.. I have a habit of forgetting to reply to messages and
vanishing for long periods of time when I become preoccupied with something
else. Maybe it's because I grew up with the notion instilled in me by my
parents that friends you make on the Internet shouldn't be important to you.
But on some days, I can't help but miss some of the people I used to talk
to every day for hours on end, and do so many things with...I

一件事在当下是有意义的不意味着在未来也有意义。人都是会生老病死的，只不过是时间长短问题。有意义的事物才会聚合在一起，发生（存在）的任何一件事都是有意义的。人的生命不定期需要增添新的元素，你不过是在多愁善感，是一个过渡过程。

我看不懂但感觉很难过……

很忧伤

as time went by

This is sooooo like you, so sentimental...

I was thinking about protecting the people around me..But i couldnt even protect myself sometimes..

I realize I can't leave you
--如果我会一直在，如果只是一时在。