望着海一片 满怀倦 无泪也无言 望着天一片 只感到 情怀乱 我的心 又似小木船 远景不见 但仍向着前 谁在命里主宰我 每天挣扎 人海里面 心中感叹 似水流年 不可以留住昨天 留下只有思念 一串串 永远缠 浩瀚烟波里 我怀念 怀念往年 外貌早改变 处境都变 情怀未变

{一} 在夜里，看一些BLOG 一些自称是病孩子的BLOG 几乎一样的，都选择沉重的冷色调 也许，这就是忧伤该匹配的色彩 苍白，惨淡，诡异 然而，却是对世界有着强烈爱恨的一笔 浓墨重彩，云淡风清 没有一个人对人生的体会是相同的 生活赋予我们的，我们永远是觉得匮乏的，不足的 无法去评价他人的态度，人，总在自我和别人的眼中感受成长 成长，永远没有止境，青春的阵痛，隐藏在那一季的风中 如那串低垂的风铃，每每风临，叮当之声，有如潮涌，不绝于耳……

{二} 还是关于夜 我喜欢夜，尤其是深沉的夜 常常在寂静无语的深夜，爬在窗檩上，却只是望着 有云无云的日子 看夜色温柔，夜色无边 整个身心被温温的包裹着 像极冬夜里那幅温暖的小被 只须臾，丝丝蔓蔓的感动，就悄然挂在睫毛上

{五} 接着写，有关音乐 有关音乐的心情 很多时候，常常听一支歌 反复的听，直到听到所有的感觉都如秋叶一般 终于化成了灰 歌词在一首歌里 更多的时候 成了情感的传达者 无数人在一种调调下神伤 靡靡之音，丰富了我们的生命

{六} 青灯古佛，掩卷而卧 再无那份独然世外的闲适 仍企盼一种晨钟暮鼓的简单 一伏身一叩首间的平淡 静好人生，欲念纵无法平息 总算可以淡淡快乐 人生就是认识一个过程 蝴蝶飞不过沧海 没有人忍心责怪 释然……而后静静感受生命中每份生动

when i was young i'd listen to the radio waiting for my favorite songs when they played i'd sing along, it make me smile. those were such happy times and not so long ago how i wondered where they'd gone. but they're back again just like a long lost friend all the songs i love so well. every shalala every wo'wo still shines. every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing so fine when they get to the part where he's breaking her heart it can really make me cry just like before. it's yesterday once more. (shoobie do lang lang) looking bak on how it was in years gone by and the good times that had makes today seem rather sad, so much has changed. it was songs of love that i would sing to them and i'd memorise each word. those old melodies still sound so good to me as they melt the years away every shalala every wo'wo still shines every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're startingto sing so fine all my best memorise come back clearly to me some can even make me cry just like before. it's yesterday once more. (shoobie do lang lang) every shalala every wo'wo still shines. every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing so fineevery shalala every wo'wo still shines. every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing so fine

when i was young i'd listen to the radio waiting for my favorite songs when they played i'd sing along, it make me smile. those were such happy times and not so long ago how i wondered where they'd gone. but they're back again just like a long lost friend all the songs i love so well. every shalala every wo'wo still shines. every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing so fine when they get to the part where he's breaking her heart it can really make me cry just like before. it's yesterday once more. (shoobie do lang lang) looking bak on how it was in years gone by and the good times that had makes today seem rather sad, so much has changed. it was songs of love that i would sing to them and i'd memorise each word. those old melodies still sound so good to me as they melt the years away every shalala every wo'wo still shines every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're startingto sing so fine all my best memorise come back clearly to me some can even make me cry just like before. it's yesterday once more. (shoobie do lang lang) every shalala every wo'wo still shines. every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing so fineevery shalala every wo'wo still shines. every shing-a-ling-a-ling that they're starting to sing so fine

一片狼籍之中的灰暗