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skyHowe
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这是kelly儿童节发的一片文章。好感人，写了父亲去世之后的一些生活和感受。哎好感伤。
《Let’s get honest》
In three days it will have been a year since my father died, and a year and a half since my mother died. I would say it’s gotten easier, but easier isn’t the right word. It’s changed shape, and become more bearable. Bearable is the right word. I go back to my mother’s house every other month or so… It’s the house I grew up in, the house I owe my life to. It’s the house my mother built for me to heal, grow, hide, fly, live and contemplate in. I guess it’s my house now, but it will always be hers. Hers, that she made for us. I think it’s important to keep close to these roots. I may not have either my mother or father, but everything I remember, everything I will never forget, lives on in this house. I brought the most important of my father’s possessions from Colorado to this house too. Time flys by so quickly now. I can’t believe it’s been a year since my father, a year and half since my mother. Sometimes I feel I am standing still in the middle of a kaleidoscope as some one twists it around me. I grab on to the bits and pieces of things that I can catch, and I hold tightly onto them like a mad scientist holds on to his theories, trying to control the outcome. I know in my heart, I cannot control anything, so I keep trying to let go of these things. That’s why I come back to this house. To remind myself to breathe. I think I breathe, but I don’t really most of the time. I don’t know if it’s the smog of the Los Angeles air or me, but I can breathe in this house. The kaleidoscope slows down for a moment and I can see what I was desperately trying to grasp at, and understand. Suddenly it all becomes clear. No other place can do that for me. There truly is no place like home.
另外，kelly又要表演了！！现在次数越来越多 了！！
这是官方照片！！kelly好激动！！
5.18号kelly写的，，，算是日记吧~~安静的意义。
kelly最爱染指甲。这是大家众所周知的了！！
最后张是kelly为某杂志拍的照片~
2013年06月05日 15点06分
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《Let’s get honest》In three days it will have been a year since my father died, and a year and a half since my mother died. I would say it’s gotten easier, but easier isn’t the right word. It’s changed shape, and become more bearable. Bearable is the right word. I go back to my mother’s house every other month or so… It’s the house I grew up in, the house I owe my life to. It’s the house my mother built for me to heal, grow, hide, fly, live and contemplate in. I guess it’s my house now, but it will always be hers. Hers, that she made for us. I think it’s important to keep close to these roots. I may not have either my mother or father, but everything I remember, everything I will never forget, lives on in this house. I brought the most important of my father’s possessions from Colorado to this house too. Time flys by so quickly now. I can’t believe it’s been a year since my father, a year and half since my mother. Sometimes I feel I am standing still in the middle of a kaleidoscope as some one twists it around me. I grab on to the bits and pieces of things that I can catch, and I hold tightly onto them like a mad scientist holds on to his theories, trying to control the outcome. I know in my heart, I cannot control anything, so I keep trying to let go of these things. That’s why I come back to this house. To remind myself to breathe. I think I breathe, but I don’t really most of the time. I don’t know if it’s the smog of the Los Angeles air or me, but I can breathe in this house. The kaleidoscope slows down for a moment and I can see what I was desperately trying to grasp at, and understand. Suddenly it all becomes clear. No other place can do that for me. There truly is no place like home.
另外，kelly又要表演了！！现在次数越来越多 了！！
这是官方照片！！kelly好激动！！5.18号kelly写的，，，算是日记吧~~安静的意义。kelly最爱染指甲。这是大家众所周知的了！！最后张是kelly为某杂志拍的照片~
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