新人一只，长期潜水，
冬歇无聊，第一次发帖，
很希望和大家成为朋友~
（言辞若与剧情有出入，欢迎指正~ 纯种巫后党，不喜勿喷。。还有语法错误请多多包涵）

Lament
To the delicate soul upon whom I shed a tear
I’ve never cried before for a TV show character, I tried my best to steer my feelings away from the emotional abyss if those fictional characters. But this time my tears were real, I just couldn’t help it when Emma and Snow climbed out of the well, huged and kissed Henry, and all the while leaving you cluching to the tree,faint and breathless. Clearly they had no
idea you just saved them, my Queen. No one ever see your sacrifice, in a land where everybody is blinded by the “faith” that good always defeats evil, which, to me, is simply naiive and unjust.Then I caught a glimpse of your eyes, with hurt and bewilderment buried inside, my heart sank. Everything that happened hereafter eluded me, until Mr. Gold’s voice echoed like a distant bell: “You united their mother and son, and maybe someday they’ll even invite you to dinner.” I know these words pounded in my heart as well as yours, for once again you witnessed a happy ending, which reminded you that you’ll never have your own.

How easy it is for people to make judgements and indulge in their own prejudice, but how hard for them to give forgiveness! I’ve never walked in your shoes but I understand. I understand how it must feel to have your secrets revealed and your true love killed in front of you. I understand what you were thinking when you rip out the heart if your beloved father and banished your mother. “Love is weakness”, that’s what you said and that’s what you were brought up to believe. But still, love is the only thing your heart yearns for. You were sick and tired of using magic to get what you wanted and make people love you. So you escaped, to a new world, a land without magic, a place where anything is possible. You cast a curse and wiped out the memories of others but yours remained. In your mind memories of two worlds collided and you knew that double identity was the worst curse of all. Nevertheless you clung to the hope that one day your true love will return. 28 years went by in a blink of the eye. Then the adopted son you gave everything to love began to doubt you. Your world started to crumble and in your deepest slumber you heard the screaming of your neighbors calling you: “The Evil Queen”.

You’ve never had a taste of happiness and a normal life when what they called the “consequences” began. You were exposed to burning hatred and serious reprehension bacause in your desperate moment hoping for a change, you’ve left your only protection, magic, behind. Now you were down to your knees, you plead redemption and promised to change. You did change, but forgiveness barely followed for no one ever realized that you are a victim too. A victim of deprived love, of somebody’s arbitrary(Cora, who didn’t have the right to define Regina’s happiness for her), somebody’s arrogance(Mr. Gold, who virtually held Regina as a puppet), somebody’s stubbornness(Henry! You have no right to judge your mother, you ungrateful little bastard! You’re too sheltered to imagine what your mom’s been through ), and somebody’s good-will(Snowhite, the most hypocritical of all who primarily was the one to blame).

Some may ask why I’m so semtimental. But I’m not. The world you lived in may be surreal, but you are real, my Queen, your life is not an act, and my tears for you are genuine. In reality the line between good and evil is blurred and people cannot bedivided into absolute good or evil. There’s no beautiful prince and princess who will always find each other. There’s no savior. Everybody was born a sinner, somebody just tried harder for remedy. And in you, my Queen, I see the shadow of hundreds and thousands of people who tried so hard to undo the wrong but failed because of the lack of trust. I see them drowning, soffocating in the desert of hearts where trust is too expansive a luxury to afford. In you, I see a piece of myself.

It’s simply devastating, the pain, when your true love returned a monster and told you to love again. I know the pain drained you when you had to use the only magic left to freeze him. But please, please don’t freeze your heart along with him. I know after w=everything there’s still love deep inside. So just wake up from the limbo and draw from the cold core of your heart the last strengh. You don’t heve to wait for the world to recognise the real you, you can show them that the flickerling light inside your heart haven’t died, and be happy again!
Even if it means I can never see you in your fancy black velvet dress and your wicked smile again, I want so badly for you to be happy!

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还是第一次写这么长一篇英文影评（呵呵是剧评）呢~~写完时真心心潮澎湃呐呐、、

哥来顶贴

读了一小段，这个该加精。先吃个饭，再来～

火钳刘明！

为什么要写英文？母语不是中文？

觉得真的挺好，英文写出来确实更有感觉些，可lz为什么说白雪最虚伪呢

Are you experiencing the very same tragedy as the lady in black? So greatly moved

潜水的见过我吧! LZ是巫后党吧, 到LanaParrilla吧玩玩吧!
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楼主死忠的赶脚

不想吐槽楼主的英语 但也勇气可嘉

咱英语不行啊

看第九集我哭了三次。。。。前所未有……
班里放战马N多人哭我就没哭。。。看童话镇第九集我一下子哭了三次……

飘过……表示英语不好。