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I still have panic attacks, reveals Westlife star Mark
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FORMER Westlife star Mark Feehily has revealed how he is still haunted by the bullying he suffered at school over his weight.
But the 31-year-old has said that his later global success with Westlife is proof a bad childhood experience can be overcome.
Interviewed by clinical psychologist and Irish Independent columnist David Coleman for a new three-part RTE series 'Bullyproof', Feehily recounts the long-term damage done by his tormenters.
"Some of the more intense moments are still with me, very much, in terms of the physical attacks and stuff like that.
"There were times at school when I got attacked from behind or whatever and there's times when I'd be walking on the street to this day and I'll have flashbacks and have little moments of panic attacks," said Feehily.
The ex-boyband star believes that his lack of self-confidence as a teenager didn't help.
"If loads of people pick out things about you, whether it's being chubby or whatever, your own image of yourself becomes 'oh I'm just the fat guy in the class' and nobody wants to be the fat guy in the class, let's face it. It just kind of eats away at you," said Feehily, who has been working on his own musical projects as a songwriter and producer.
But pop stars can find themselves bullied too as the singer, who revealed he was gay in 2007, went on to suffer years of abuse on Twitter.
He said: "I'm not talking about people saying your music is crap.
"I'm talking about proper abuse. I can't go into what they said but some of the things that have been said to me on Twitter, if someone walked up to me on the street and said them to me . . . they would be in jail."
In the 'Bullyproof' series, host Mr Coleman offers therapeutic support to a number of teens and pre-teens, and their families, who have been affected by bullying -- either as a target or as a bully.
As part of the series, Mr Coleman met youngsters who have suffered at the hands of bullies and begins the process of helping them rebuild their shattered self-esteem.
He said one of the aims of the series is to enable people understand that bullying does not have to be tolerated in silence.
Mr Coleman said: "If you ignore bullying it doesn't go away."
He points out that bullying is not a form of "toughening up" that children need to pass through as some form of character development, but rather it is an indication that adults are not in charge.
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Source - http://www.independent.ie

可怜的Marky......
看着心疼啊
那些欺负Marky的人真是太过分了!
Marky啊让我陪着你克服你的阴影吧!!!

今天晚上拌鬼去吓唬那些曾经欺负他的人

长长长！

好吧。。。表示太长我不想看。。。
原谅我吧。。。

没办法，总有那么些个素质不高的孩子

Marky长得这么俊这么完美
又天真又善良
真搞不懂到底是什么原因让他成为被欺负的对象
心疼啊!!!!!

欺负。。。。。
其实我也蛮喜欢欺负别人的，嘻嘻，但只是开开玩笑的那种
觉得好有趣

求翻译（´・ω・‘）

难道豚不是那些受欺负的孩子中幸运的吗？他们中有多少根本没有机会说出他们受的伤，读这些词的时候我脑海里不只有Mark 还有很多童年的印象——我都不知道他们在哪，过得怎么样。

看到ex-boyband瞬间泪崩了

看不懂啊看不懂。。。但是看到那个前westlife、。。。。果断崩溃

可怜的marky

豚豚豚豚豚豚。。。。我可怜的豚豚，你的辉煌是那些欺负你的家伙不敢想象的！！那个ex-boyband。。。我的眼泪啊！！！

很佩服豚豚这一点，如果是我，作为一个成功的艺人，肯定不愿意总是回顾小时候被欺负这种事情的

豚真是太心酸了，万恶的校园暴力！主啊！让我去安慰他受伤的心灵吧…