Open Up Your Eyes by TammyDevil666
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- Text Size + Story notes: Thanks as always to dusty273 for the read through=) Title: Open Up Your Eyes
Author: TammyDevil666
Summary: At the end of season 4, Sookie makes a different choice.
Pairing(s): Eric/Sookie
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: None of the characters belong to me.
Feedback: Any comments would be appreciated
请勿插楼，谢谢！！！

“He lied to you,” Eric said.
“I seem to recall some lying on your part, but it’s not the same. You made no promises to love me at the time. I honestly never expected you still would once you got your memories back,” Sookie countered.
“Everything I have done was to protect you,” Bill spoke up.
Sookie turned to address her ex-boyfriend. “How was letting two lowlife’s beat me up for my own protection? Don’t think just because you’ve given me more of your blood that I suddenly forgot about that. I appreciate you saving my life, but I wish you would have found another way to do it. I never realized how most of our relationship was based on blood until now. Eric didn’t bite me once when we were together, except when he was in a lot of pain from the silver. And it was a mutual exchange.”
“So, you have had his blood as well. What makes you positive that what you feel for him is real?”
She stared into Eric’s blue eyes, and could very clearly see that the one she loved was still in there. “Because I always felt something for him, even before I had any of his blood in my system. I just couldn’t admit it to myself.” Sookie glanced back at Bill, taking in a deep breath before continuing. “You were the first vampire I ever met, the first time I heard silence in my head. But honestly, I think I would have been drawn to any vampire who came to Merlotte’s that night. You just happened to get there first and before I knew it, you were forcing your blood down my throat. It was too soon for any real feelings to have developed. A part of me will always love you, but I don’t know what’s real anymore. If I ever could have loved you on my own, or if I only thought I did because I had so much of your blood in me. The bottom line is that I should have been given that choice, but you took it away from me. Yes, I was grateful for you having saved my life, but now to find out you deliberately let me get beat up…” her voice trailed off, tears forming in her eyes. “Were you ever planning to tell me about that?”
Bill was taken aback, not sure how to respond. “I believe I would have. You must understand that getting close to you was just a job at first, that’s not how I feel now. I really did love you, Sookie. I still do.”
“I believe you,” she commented, taking another deep breath. “But I have to move on; I’m not the same woman I was. A lot has changed since I’ve been back, and I know it was hardly any time at all for me, but we can never go back to the way things were. Tell me, Bill, how many women have you bedded in my absence? Did you waste any time at all?”
He looked caught, a guilty expression taking over his features. “I am King now; there were obligations I had to uphold.”
Sookie nodded. “And those obligations were to **** anything with a pulse?”
Eric chuckled at that, completely sobering up when she turned an angry glare on him.
“And what about you, huh? I find it hard to believe that Eric Northman was celibate for an entire year. You claim to be the only one who didn’t think I was dead, but a vampire has needs, right?”


“I didn’t take up with anyone,” Eric told her in a firm tone. “All I did was feed; you may ask Pam if you don’t trust me. Although, now probably wouldn’t be the best time.”
“Doesn’t feeding usually lead to sex?” she wondered.
He shook his head. “We can feed without it becoming too physical, I didn’t find any of those fangbangers to be very appealing.”
“It doesn’t really matter if you did or not. We made no promises to each other, you owed me nothing. The same for you, Bill, we were already broken up. I wouldn’t have expected anything less.” She focused back on Eric, taking his large hand in hers. “I need to know the truth. Why did you really buy my house? Was it so you could own me?”
“It is the same as I’ve told you before; I wanted to hold on to some part of you. I knew how important your home was, this was my way of assuring that it would still be there when you returned. It was only a few months after your disappearance that your brother was looking to put it up for sale, I couldn’t let that happen.”
Sookie felt her eyes tear up. “You really knew I would be back, didn’t you?”
Eric smiled. “Of course, nothing could keep you away for long. I could no longer feel you, but I never gave up hope.”
She smiled in return. “You were sleeping in the house that day, weren’t you? Even for your speed, you still got there way too fast.”
“Guilty, do with me what you will,” Eric said with a grin.
“Exactly how many times have you slept there while I was gone?”
He shrugged. “Perhaps three days a week, give or take.”
Sookie had never seen his actual resting place, but it had to be more comfortable than the cubby. She couldn’t believe he would spend his days there when he really didn’t have to. “Okay, first thing’s first. You need to change out of that robe before we go back to my house, it’s seriously hideous. The two of you should never dress alike again, there’s something very wrong about that.”
Eric couldn’t agree more.
Bill finally snapped out of it when he realized what she said. “You’re taking him back to your house?”
“We have a lot more talking to do, and it needs to be done without an audience. I’ve made my choice, Bill. I hope we can at least try to be friends, but what we had is in the past. I’m not saying things will ever be perfect with Eric, but I have to at least give it a shot to see if we could work now that he’s back to his normal self. My Gran told me to never have any regrets, and I feel that if I don’t give him a chance, I’ll come to regret it for the rest of my life.” Before she knew what happened, Eric grabbed her around the waist and planted a firm kiss on her mouth, touching his forehead to hers.
“Oh, lover, I guarantee we will work just fine.”
She blushed, licking her lips.
Eric kissed her again, not able to resist. “I will only be a moment.”
Sookie watched him take off, probably going to find some other clothes to put on. She stood with Bill in awkward silence after that, not sure what to say to him. Luckily, he broke the ice for her.


“I think I will change as well. I hope you are happy, Sookie, that’s all I care about.”
She watched him leave; wondering if there was any truth to his words. Knowing how many times he’d lied to her in the past, it was hard to tell.
* * * * *
Eric sniffed the air when they finally reached her house, holding Sookie back.
“I smell a Were.”
She raised her eyebrows. “It might be Debbie; she stopped by a couple days ago.”
He shook his head. “This scent is fresher; I think she is still here.”
That worried Sookie, wondering if Debbie found out that Alcide confessed his feelings to her.
Eric entered the house first; making sure Sookie was behind him. The gunshot rang out before anyone could stop it, hitting him in the chest. He roared and fell to the floor.
Sookie saw Debbie about to take another shot and ran toward her, slamming into her body and causing the gun to fall from her hands. She grabbed the weapon, hitting the crazy werewolf in the head, knocking her unconscious. Sookie ran back to Eric, kneeling down beside him. She noticed the bullet pop out of his chest as the wound started to close, shaking her head in astonishment. “You really need to stop taking bullets for me.”
He laughed through what was left of the pain. “Better me than you, are you all right?”
Sookie nodded, helping him to stand up. She immediately grabbed her phone to call Alcide, yelling at him that he better come get Debbie as soon as he could. There was no telling what Sookie might do if she had to be in that woman’s presence for too long.
“What the **** was that?”
Sookie let out the breath she’d been holding when Tara came downstairs, looking agitated. “Oh, nothing, she just tried to kill us.”
It was then that Tara took notice of the other body on the floor, scowling at Eric as if it was somehow his fault, but choosing to ignore him. “I’m going back to New Orleans, Sook; I can’t deal with much more of this. I never should have come back in the first place. Lafayette has been through enough, I don’t know how he managed to sleep through all that noise, but you take good care of him.” She gave the blonde a hug, and with one last scathing glance at Eric, made her way out of the house.
Sookie would miss her friend, but knew this was the best thing for her.
Alcide arrived twenty minutes later to see that Debbie was awake; she was tied to a chair with a gag in her mouth as she tried to get loose.
Sookie gave him a look. “I think it’s safe to say she ain’t sober anymore.”
He let out a frustrated sigh. “I’m sorry about this. We got into a fight and I abjured her, which is the worst possible thing you could do to someone in your pack. She must have thought you were the reason why. I’ll handle this; I promise that Debbie will be reprimanded for her behavior. I’ll see that she never comes after you again.” Alcide untied Debbie, grabbing her by both arms and making sure to keep the cloth in her mouth as to not have to listen to her bitching. He saw that Sookie was standing close to Eric, her hand clutching his. “I guess you’ve made your decision.”


No more words needed to be said after that, Sookie liked Alcide as a friend, but at least now he knew there was no chance for more between them. It was for the best.
Eric kissed the top of her head after the wolf’s departure. It was almost sunrise, so any talking they planned on doing would have to wait for another night. She stopped him from heading to the cubby, a look of confusion on his face. “What’s wrong?”
“As much as I wish you could stay here tonight, you need to go to Fangtasia. Talk with Pam, I know what went on with you two and you have to forgive her.”
Eric scoffed. “She disobeyed me and could have killed you; Pam knew what the repercussions would be.”
Sookie nodded. “Even so, I know how much she means to you. If more is to happen with us, I don’t want her to hate me. I don’t want her to think that I could ever come between you. She needs you right now, Eric. I’ll be okay.”
He cupped her cheek, pressing a tender kiss to her lips. “I do love you.”
She smiled. “I love you, too.”
With one last parting kiss, he took off through the night sky and arrived at Fangtasia in less than ten minutes. He headed straight to his office, finding Pam crying her heart out in Ginger’s embrace. He didn’t know how long she’d remained that way, but something inside him broke at having to see his beautiful child in so much distress. “Leave us,” he told Ginger, and she didn’t hesitate to do so. Pam tried to wipe her eyes, but she couldn’t hide anything from him. He kneeled down, taking Pam in his arms instead, which caused her to sob even harder. “Du är förlåten,” Eric whispered to her in Swedish, letting her know that she was forgiven.
Pam gazed up at him. “Jag är ledsen,” she apologized.
He smiled, wiping one of her bloody tears away with his thumb. “I know you did what you thought would be best for me, but Sookie is the one who convinced me that I needed to come see you. I love you both in very different ways, but you will not make me choose. There is room for both of you in my life; I hope you can accept that.”
Pam nodded. “I can try. As far as humans go, I suppose it could always be worse.”
“There are some things that will never change. You are my child, Pam. You were born into greatness. If you want to part ways and live your own life, you have every right to do so. If you wish for me to release you…”
She shook her head, cutting him off. “No, I could never wish for that. This is where I belong.”
Eric was glad, not knowing what he would have done if she agreed. He kissed her forehead, helping her to stand up. It was time to rest, even though he wanted to be with Sookie at the moment, she was right about him needing to talk with Pam. He felt that she was safe for the time being, and that was all that mattered.
* * * * *
He was there practically as soon as the sun went down; Sookie fixed her dress as she opened the door. Once she got a good look at the man on the other side, she knew no talking was about to take place. He looked good enough to eat.
Eric pounced, picking her up and attacking her mouth in a passionate embrace. He could sense no other heartbeats in the house, assuming Lafayette must be out. There was no time to waste. He didn’t know how he managed to get her upstairs, dropping her on the bed a second later, a bed he spent a lot of time in. Now that he knew fully who he was, things were going to be different.
Sookie gasped when her dress was ripped from her body, a very horny Viking now taking its place. She moaned as he fondled and sucked her breasts, biting each nipple lightly. Throwing her head back when she felt two fingers enter her slick passage, stroking her folds until she came undone.
Eric grinned, licking his fingers clean of her juices. “Are you ready for more, lover?”
She nodded, speech a difficult task at the moment.
Eric brushed the hair out of her face, positioning himself over her pussy and thrusting home in one quick plunge. He ****ed her hard and fast, the bed banging against the wall.
Sookie raked her nails down his muscled back.
“Squeeze me, lover, just like that.”
She could deny him nothing at that point. Sookie felt that she was close, crying out as her orgasm hit.
Eric growled out his release right behind her, lying on top of her for a minute, but then moving to the side as to not crush her.
“I think I saw stars that time.”
He chuckled. “Mission accomplished, there’s plenty more where that came from.”
Sookie snuggled up closer to him. “I’ll hold you to that. I’m so glad I didn’t lose this.”
“And you never will,” he whispered as she started to doze off, kissing the top of her head. “Rest now, dear one, this is only the beginning.”
The End



译文晚上奉上，已经翻译一半，现在要跟妈妈去散步了，一会儿回来

坐等哈哈

绷带的沙发怎么就那么难抢阿！！！TAT每次都晚一步！

来了来了！！！妈妈的我自己都没有意识到翻译出来居然有5000字之多！！！赶上论文了~~~有床戏哦，希望大家捧场喜欢~~~吼吼吼~~

睁开你的双眼
“他是骗你的，”艾瑞克说。
“貌似你也没少骗我，虽然性质不同。你从来都没有承诺要爱我一生一世，而且说实话我从来也没指望你恢复记忆以后还会继续爱我。”苏琪反驳道。
“我所做的一切都是为了保护你！”比尔开口了。
（MB我怎么觉得这是个莎翁的剧本？！没办法，硬着头皮翻下去吧，希望下面有亮点。。。）
“你倒是跟我说说让两个人渣把我揍得满地找牙怎么就叫保护我了？别以为你喂了我点儿你的血我就立马能把这一茬儿给忘了！我很感激你救了我的命，但是你就不能换个别的法子救我么？直到现在我才意识到我们的关系原来主要都是靠着血液交换维系的。我跟艾瑞克在一起的时候他从来都没有咬过我，除了他被银链烧的里郊外嫩的那回，而且那回还是平等交换！”苏琪回过头没好气的对她的前男友说。
“这么说你也已经喝过他的血了，你怎么就这么肯定你对他的感觉是真的呢？”
（同志们，后面要开始雷了，做好心理准备！！！）
她望向艾瑞克，透过那双湖蓝色的双眸她可以确认她深爱的那个男人从未离开。“因为我一直都喜欢他，即便是在尝过他的血之前，虽然我从未对任何人说起。”苏琪的目光流转回比尔的身上，深深地吸了一口气，继续说道，“你是我遇见的第一个吸血鬼，你使我的意识第一次如此的平静。可是实话实说，我觉得我会被任何一个那晚走进莫劳特酒吧的吸血鬼吸引。你只是碰巧出现在那个时间那个地点，而且在我意识模糊的时候你强灌了我那么多你的血。一切都发生的太快了，快到真正的感情根本就来不及萌芽。我感觉我生命的某一个部分还在拼命呼喊着你的名字，但是我再也分不清真假了。我到底是真正爱过你，还是我喝下了太多你的血液？当初应该让我自己选择的时候你却剥夺了我选择的机会。没错，我是感激你救了我，但是现在我知道了你当初故意害我被毒打....”她的声音越来越小，泪水在眼眶里打转，“你到底打不打算向我坦白这件事？”
比尔呆在那里，不知道要怎么辩白自己，“我相信总有一天我会说的。你一定要理解我一开始接近你单纯就是一个任务，那个时候我对你是没有感情的。我真的爱过你，苏琪，我现在依然爱着你！”
“我相信你的话，”她说，又深呼吸了一次，“但是我也要继续生活了，我不再是曾经的那个我了。自从我回来发生了很多事情，人生苦短，我们却再也回不到从前了。告诉我，比尔，我不在的时候你跟多少个女人上过床？你浪费过你的无尽光阴么？”
他看起来像是被逮个正着，一脸的羞愧，“我现在是国王了，我有我应尽的义务。”
苏琪点点头，“那这些义务就是上每一个活物儿么？”
艾瑞克扑哧一下笑出声来，但是这笑声很快被扼杀在她的怒目而视中。
“那你呢，嗯？我怎么觉得艾瑞克.诺斯曼禁欲一整年这事儿听着这么不靠谱儿呢？你一口咬定你是唯一一个相信我没死的人，但是就是吸血鬼也有生理需求（尤其是你，你个6小时的疯子~），你说是吧？”
“我没跟任何人睡过，”艾瑞克言之凿凿，“我就是正常吸血维持生计而已。你要是不信可以问帕姆，虽然这会儿不太合适。”
“难道吸血通常情况下不是翻云覆雨的前奏么？”她一脸狐疑。
他摇摇头，“也不尽然，我们也是可以很专业的！我实在是没发现那些尖牙控有什么吸引人的。”
“你专不专业都没关系。我们从未承诺过彼此什么，你什么都不欠我的。你也是，比尔，我们都已经分手了，我没有那么贪心。”她转身握住艾瑞克的大手，“我想听实话。为什么你要买下我的房子？就是为了拥有我么？”

“就像我之前告诉过你的一样，我只是想把握住你生命中的一部分。我知道这个家对你来说有多重要，我想我起码能保证在你回来的时候不会无家可归。你失踪后没几个月你哥哥就把这房子挂牌出售了，我不能袖手旁观。”
苏琪热泪盈眶，“你真的坚信我一定会回来的，是么？”
艾瑞克笑了，“那还用问么？你可是打不死的小强，没什么能让你永远背井离乡。那阵子我虽然感应不到你了，但是我从未放弃希望。”
她也笑了，“那天你本来就在我家睡觉吧？就是以你的速度你到的也太快了！”
“我认罪伏法！”艾瑞克咧嘴一笑。
“我不在的时候你到底在我家睡过几天？”
他耸耸肩，“一个星期三四天吧。”


苏琪从来没有见过他自己的卧室，但是想来肯定是比她家那个小隔间要舒适宽敞多了。她简直不敢相信他居然会在那么憋屈的地方呆那么多天，又没人逼他！“好吧，现在的当务之急是在我们回我家之前你赶紧把这睡袍给换了！实在是太矬了！你们俩可千万别再穿一样的衣服了，简直就是天雷滚滚！”
艾瑞克表示双手双脚赞同。
听明白苏琪的话以后比尔一下子从他一贯的忧郁王子做派中清醒过来，“你要带他回家?”
“我们还有很多话要说，而且我们这个时候我们显然不需要什么听众了。我已经做出我的选择了，比尔。我们之间已经结束了，但是我希望我们至少还能做朋友。我和艾瑞克也许也走不到最后，但是现在他已经恢复记忆了我起码也要试一试。奶奶告诉我永远不要让自己的人生有任何遗憾，我觉得我要是不给他一个机会我会抱憾终身的…”没等她说完，艾瑞克的手臂已经环上了她的腰肢，一个深深的吻封住了她的双唇，他饱满的额头亲昵的蹭着她的额头。
“哦，亲爱的，我保证咱俩肯定是绝配！”

她脸红了，不经意的舔舔嘴唇。
谁知艾瑞克又不可抗拒的吻了上来，“我一会儿就回来。”
苏琪看着他把睡袍脱下来了，大概是要找件别的衣服换上吧。她尴尬的跟比尔站在一起实在不知道该说些什么，幸好他率先打破了沉默。
“我觉得我也该换衣服了。我希望你快乐，苏琪，除此之外我别无所求了。”
她眼睁睁看着他离开了，心里暗暗怀疑这几个字的真实性。天知道在撒了那么多弥天大谎之后他还有几句真话。

当他们终于到达苏琪家门口的时候，艾瑞克耸起鼻子使劲嗅了嗅空气，然后一把把苏琪拽了回来。
“有狼人！”
她扬起了眉毛不以为然的说：“没准儿是黛比的味道，她几天前来过一趟。”
他摇摇头，“味道很新鲜，我觉得她还在这儿。”
他这么一说苏琪倒真的担心起来，不知道黛比是不是已经知道阿尔西德跟自己表白的事儿。
艾瑞克先走进屋子，让苏琪紧跟在身后。一颗子弹一迅雷不及掩耳之势钻进了他的胸膛，他咆哮一声倒在了地上。
苏琪看见黛比正准备开第二枪，于是她猛地向她冲去，狠狠撞在黛比身上。枪从黛比手中滑落到地上，苏琪俯身拾起，用枪托狠狠敲击了几下这头疯狼的脑袋直到黛比失去知觉昏倒在地。苏琪赶紧跑去查看艾瑞克，跪倒在他身侧，她注意到子弹弹出伤口，创口也渐渐开始愈合，她无奈的摇摇头，不失惊异地说：“老这么给我挡子弹你腻不腻啊！”
他对胸口的伤痛一笑而过，“我挨枪子儿总比你挨要强！你没事儿吧？”苏琪点点头，扶着他站了起来。紧接着她立刻掏出手机拨通阿尔西德的电话大呼小叫让他赶

紧过来把黛比接走，她说再多让她跟这疯婆娘多呆一秒钟她指不定能做出什么来！
“这TMD是怎么了？”
泰拉一脸错愕的走下楼梯的时候苏琪这才松了一口气，“哦，没什么！她就是企图把我们都杀了而已！”
然后泰拉发现楼下除了苏琪还站着个庞然大物，她瞪了艾瑞克一眼就好像这一切都是他的过错似的，紧接着又决定彻底无视他的存在，“我要回新奥尔良了，苏琪。我再也受不了了！我已开始就不该回来！拉法叶这段时间也是够他受的了，我真不知道这么大的动静他怎么还能睡得着！总之你好好照顾他吧。”她最后向艾瑞克投去严厉的一瞥，走出门去。
苏琪知道她会想念这个闺蜜的，但是她也知道目前这是泰拉最好的归宿。
阿尔西德二十分钟以后赶到的时候看见黛比正被绑在椅子上，嘴里塞着块儿破布拼命挣扎着。
苏琪没好气的看着他，“我觉得在她没清醒之前这样对谁都比较好。”
阿尔西德叹了口气，“对不起。我们大吵了一架我跟她决裂了，这在我们狼群里是你能对你的同伴做的最恶劣的事儿，她八成是以为你是小三儿了。我会处理的，保证黛比会为她的所作所为负责任的。我保证她不会再来骚扰你了。”阿尔西德解开绳子，板住黛比的双手以确保她不会把嘴里的破布拽出来骂骂咧咧没完没了。他看见苏琪紧贴着艾瑞克站着，两人十指相握，“我猜你已经做出决定了？”
没什么好说的了，苏琪一直以来也只是把阿尔西德当成朋友一样来喜欢，至少现在他也明白他们之间不会再有什么发展了，这样对谁都好。
狼人离开后艾瑞克在苏琪额头上轻轻一吻。这会儿已经快日出了，如此一来他们计划中的所有谈话就都必须推迟到明天晚上了。她拦住他不让他回到他的小隔间，他一脸困惑的望着她，“怎么啦？”
“尽管我也很希望你今晚留在这儿，但是你必须回一趟范塔西娅。你得跟帕姆谈谈！我知道你们俩之间有点不对劲儿，你一定要原谅她！”
艾瑞克嘲弄道，“她违背了我的命令还差点害死你。帕姆知道这么做的后果。”
苏琪微微颔首，“即便如此，我也知道她对你来说有多重要。假如我们能走得更远，我可不希望她恨我！我不想让她觉得我是你们俩之间的障碍物。她现在需要你，艾瑞克。去吧，我没事儿！”
他捧着她的脸颊，在她的唇上淡淡一啄，“我真TM爱死你了！”
她笑笑，“我也爱你。”
最后一次吻别之后，艾瑞克消失在夜空中并且不到十分钟又出现在范塔西娅的门后。他直接走进他的办公室，发现帕姆正伏在金吉尔的怀抱中哭的肝肠寸断的。他不知道她已经哭了多久了，但是看着自己美丽的小女儿这样痛苦，他那颗早已停摆的心马上就融化了，“你出去吧。”他对金吉尔说，她立刻照办了。帕姆想擦干眼泪，但是在他面前一切隐藏都是徒劳。他跪下身来，轻轻揽她入怀，这样一来帕姆反而啜泣的更厉害了，“我原谅你了。”艾瑞克用瑞典语在她耳边喃喃低语道，让她知道自己已经被原谅了。
帕姆抬头望着他的眼睛，“对不起。”她终于道歉了。
他微笑，用拇指擦去她脸上的一行血泪，“我知道你都是为我好，但是是苏琪今天说服我让我回来看你的。你们两个我都爱，只是方式不同，你不能让我在你们之间选择。我保证你们在我的生命中都有不同的位置，我希望你能接受这一点。”
帕姆点点头，“我尽量吧！比起别的人类，她还能好点儿。”
“有一些事是永远都不会改变的。你是我的孩子，帕姆。你生来就比谁都优秀。如果你想离开我独自生活，我认为你完全可以了。所以如果你希望我释放你…”
她使劲摇头，慌忙打断他的话，“不！我永远都不想离开你！我是属于你的！”

第一波结束，希望大家喜欢！

绷带你可真实诚，找了个这么长的
刚看了重点【咳。。。】，先献花再接着看~~~