You have left for two weeks and I stil miss you so much.
What do I do now that you are gone?
There is no back up plan and no second chance.
And no one else blame.
I held back and now we have come to this .
It's too late to apologize.
I should have found the way to tell you how I felt.
But I forced myself not to say the 8 letters because I do not know what will occur.
You are gone and will not return.
I can still without you!