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我与世界只差一个你 [cp]或许每一段无法继续的爱情 总要有一个负责保存它的人 这样才能让另一个人安心往前 于是看每一段令人惋惜的爱情故事都想到自己 其实失恋了也只哭了一次而已 并没有自己想像的会多么颓废消沉 连一罐啤酒也没喝 不至于要为此伤身大醉一回 可怜的是 我还是把自己圈在里面了 每天的日子还是像往常一样 只是每天少了一通电话 真的是像往常一样 连思绪飘摇降落的坐标 想念的距离 闭眼浮现的影子 都一样 只有看到QQ空空的单独分组时 才发现 我已经没有一个可以随时骚扰的人了 这么多年了 再回想高中暗恋的心动感觉也能肾上腺素飙升 也记得大学刚在一起时我像中彩票一样狂喜 我从来不会掩饰自己的感情 就像小王子毫无保留对玫瑰的爱与赞美 可惜 肾上腺素和狂喜 都是我一个人的电影 因为我一直都在向前奔跑 却只摸到了爱情的尾巴 我可以确定的说 我还是已经长大了 可以因为不合适而放弃自己喜欢的 我可以大方承认我会一直喜欢即使不能再拥有 也许 相爱的人性格不合如何在一起 这个问题 没有人能回答吧 因为性格不合只会消磨感情到变成不相爱的人 一个人的生活一点也不好 要经常压抑住自己买火车票的冲动 也要纠结于他还爱不爱我这种事情 幻想他会不会突然出现 或者我突然出现他会不会激动的把账一笔勾销 不过无论是书上或是对床的情感专家都告诉我 男生分手就是真的不喜欢了 和你不可能了 可惜 我还是喜欢把自己想象得对别人很重要 爱情 无非就是铠甲和软肋 坚硬到可以匹敌世间万物 也能脆弱到分秒之间便归于破败 以后看到男女主错过的悲剧 我也可以像有故事的女同学一样 轻松的说 这种事我见多了 有什么大惊小怪的 [doge][doge][doge][doge][doge][doge] 以后少矫情[/cp]
Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.Time flies back to three years ago.That's the start of the story......No matter the military training or the first few weeks,I didn't notice you too much,because at that time we didn't sit so close and we were both shy,maybe I was shyer/害羞.You said your first impression of me was that you handed in your tuition to me,but......I don't remember,sorry.Then for some reason,you began to sit right beside me,then something sparkled from my heart.As a monitor,I pretended to be serious and cool(now I think what a stupid idea it is),you talked to me on your own initiative,on my face,I didn't show too much,I did it on purpose,but I felt so warm and happy in my heart,because there wasn't a girl talked like that before(maybe I didn't talk to girls too much.....)All in all,I got different feeling to you.But I chose to hide it in my heart.After grade one,we faced with a problem,would class 5 be separated?During the summer holiday,I scared of this from time to time,know why?I 've told you already,but I want to say again,I didn't want to lose a good partner.Then thank god,class 5 still alive!My heart calm down when I saw the list.I thought,maybe the situation would still be shy and silence,but that was enough!Everything goes peacefully......Time flies to grade 3,I thought I needed some changes,so I went to the first row without any explanation,I didn't think too much,I just wanted myself back to the track,stay focus to study......Well....maybe it made you a little bit puzzled and sad........We didn't talk too much since then,day succeeds day,I wasn't sure whether it still remained in my heart,I didn't know what your thought was either.Just in that way,we graduated....... After graduating from high school,when the university life came,I began to understand something,I began to rip down my disguise,I want to be the real me(thank another girl for giving me the strength,you let me know some valuable things,la vita e bella).One night,I mustered up my courage,took many deep breaths,I said hello to you through qq,it was just a friendly greeting,but I thought it was already a big step for me.During the talking,I felt so relaxed and satisfied,because I found out that you never changed .So by the light of nature,we began to chat every day.At that time,I was in the zone of basketball games,when I won every game,I told you first;before every game,I talked to you to make me relax,and it worked/爱心.With your support,I performed very well in each game,and we got the champion,I got the MVP trophy!!!When I told you the news,you seemed like being happier than me/呲牙,I felt so happy.As time goes by,came to 2014.11.01.......I couldn't control my mind anymore,lying in bed,I sweated so much,my whole clothes wet.....my hands shook,but I still did it,I spoke out,in English,implicit style/害羞.Thank god you knew what I mean,we made it!Since then my life changed,full of /爱心and/太阳. I don't work hard when it's easyI put in work when it's hardGirl I never believed in love until I had yours(心声,大实话)This is more than a seasonAnd I'm not just funI'm not afraid to tell you that you're the oneBut when I wake up thinking 'boutThe one that I can run to when I'm feeling downLife is so good when you're aroundGirl nobody from the past is beating you right nowCause I'll take you home to mama, let you meet my friendsCause you don't come with dramaSo I want you till the world endsYou're way more than worth itBut I don't feel like I deserve itYou got the piecesYou're my kind of perfect(you got it)This song is called home to mama,it represents my heart/爱心.My favorite season is summer,and that's your name,this is our destiny.52.71.134.57.51 96.05.05 stands for 立夏,96.07.01 stands for 516,that's it,God's will.You change my life,not the smart phone,that 's what I really want to say.This is the starting point
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