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【S10】From Coby From Coby: Jenn has passed away.. Jenn Lyon is my best friend. I can't say I am her's because she has along line of people who love her and want to call her their own. She isthe most beautiful woman I have ever seen on the inside and out. We metplaying a silly game called Survivor where she was misunderstood by mebecause of her beautiful looks and sweet passive attitude. Somethingher mother told me had happend to Jenn her whole life, people judgingher pretty shell. Funny how looks can be a curse. I asked Jenn what she would like to do before she... we never said die, Jenn is too stong to even speak in those terms. Thisis a person who has faught cancer face to face for almost 5years, dieisn't in her arsenal. Her answer wasn't fly to the moon, or meetMadonna, it was simple and clear... "I want us all to go to the mountains with snow allaround, everyone can stay in their own seperate little cabins. We cancome out and have snowball fights and spend Christmas there together."That was it. I was there when we shaved each othersheads at her first chemo treatment. I was there when she she found outthe cancer had come back in her bones on my birthday when she wasvisiting me in Texas. We had just gotten tattoo's together on our innerarms, hers to cover where her port was inserted. I was there when shewas in the hospital last year and I had 'Victoria' from Twilight giveher a suprise visit. She was there for me when I moved to LA and sheloaned me the money to do it. She caroled me at Christmas and I alwaystried to make her laugh. She always accepted me for who I am and Ialways tried to learn from her. I was lucky to be there a lot. Has anyone seen Avatar? It was one of thelast things Jenn and I did together. The movie looks light and cheesy -eye candy for the masses. But what we didn't know was the theme of theNa'vi people. That nothing dies. We are all energy flowing into theEarth and we are all connected. That tree roots hold the memories ofthe people passed, that animals can feel their ridders, that peopletravel through a tunnel of light when passing by while being chanted onby their tribe. As I sat next to Jenn, knowing that she had just hadnews of only having a short time left, I wondered how she would handleit. All this death and beauty headed at her face in all its amazingtechnicolor 3D glory! I looked over at her worried but she had a sirinesmile on her face. From then on we talked about it everytime we saweach other. How that simple movie could make her feel..safe. We alwayssigned our texts, " I see you". That line was spoken from Neytiri asshe held the little, white, human crippled form of Jake in her big bluestrong arms. It was the last thing I said to Jenn as I wrote it on anote I left on her pillow. " I see you." Her beautiful shell was still a curse inthe end. I often thought when we went to the doctors that poeple didn'ttake her illness or pain as serious because she was still so pretty.But it was just her Avatar. I write this not only for myself in somesort of therapy but for what Jenn believes in. In writing about this Iam connecting our story to the branches. I am feeling the Earth. I amrallying the tribe to chant as Jenn passes her energy into the light. We love Jenn!!! I see us all in the perect snow, with our own cabins, having thebiggest snowball fight. Survivors, big blue Na'vi and Jenn running inthe snow with her 2 dogs jumping about her. Everybody put on your 3Dglasses because this is about to blow your mind.
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