楚地逢春的个人资料

虽然火星了，但就凭这个，我要把英灵殿的购买顺序提到2077前边。（因为现在没钱所以两个都不大想预购）

狂战猛犸真的有意义吗？翻我max最高记录时，看到最高助攻的那一把队友猛犸居然出了狂战。虽然是几年前的老版本，但狂战猛犸还是挺神奇的。

突然感觉一阵虚幻……明日方舟周年庆就那么点内容，居然能在半个月内搞到近两亿的流水。dota的本子出来一周时间到现在，总充值额也就三四亿人民币，按往年的规律来看，到三个月后结束的时候，应该会在十亿出头。听说去年明日方舟开服那几个月还有二十亿，太可怕了吧…… 真的挺迷惑的，为什么明日方舟能弄到那么多钱？我氪完一千多悔不当初啊，这游戏氪金一两千收益太低了，感觉都打了水漂一样。（其实我前几年本子氪的钱也都打了水漂，因为没有朝着限定奖励努力做任务，最终得到的基本上只有烂大街不朽，非常亏。所以我不仅今年要干到敌法，以后还要开始买点至宝给我的账号升升值。每次想到我去年曾经买过三百块钱档的石头就为抽个什么角色，就觉得市场上一百多一个至宝真的太值了。）

卧槽凤凰赢了米波？！

有时候觉得鹰角的人物塑造真是搞怪像刻俄柏，刚只有立绘的时候我觉得是个砾那样的色气大姐姐，结果一出来是条大傻狗，还挺可爱的。然后风笛啊，维多利亚顶尖军校毕业，但是出身农村，精通务农，满口方言，自称是うち，说话的时候左一个べ右一个べ，第一次见面还喊了博士一句おめぇさん，我还是第一次见到这个词……

新人任务，吧里几年前老文的翻译，Sonnenkind写给Dennis的讣告直接正文 (As I wasasked for this and I guess it’s an understandable wish, I decided to share anEnglish translation of the obituary for Dennis (Waffenruhe).) （既然有人找我写了这篇文章，那我觉得这想法也不是不能理解，我决定将Dennis（Waffenruhe乐队）的讣告翻译成英语。） In memory of Dennis Schneider (2/2/1980 – 6/9/2017) 悼念DennisSchneider（2/2/1980– 6/9/2017） On Wednesday, the 6th of September 2017, my friend Dennis,known to the musical underground as Soldat D., head of the projects Waffenruheand Schwarze Heimat, decided to make an end to his still young life. 二零一七年九月六日，星期三，我的朋友，企划Waffenruhe与Schwarze Heimat的主脑，以Soldat D.之名闻名于地下音乐圈的Dennis，决定终结他年轻的生命。 My inner voice now tells me to write an obituary - addressedto “the world”, the listeners of his music, written from my subjectiveperspective as a friend. While I begin with that text, hardly get on, changethe words several times, as tears come again and again, numerous pictures andmemories appear in my head. Nevertheless I will try not to let this text gettoo lengthy. 我感到有必要以我身为一个朋友的主观角度来为“世界”写一篇讣告，为他的乐迷们而写。当我起稿时，我难以动笔，不断地更改措辞，泪水一次一次地涌来，脑海中浮现出数不尽的画面和回忆。但无论如何，我会尽力精简地完成这篇文章。 Dennis and me got to know each other in a sword fencing groupwith traditionalist ideas – this must have been around 2008. Right at our firstmeeting I was fascinated by the incredibly vigorous aura, an energy he coulduse to create and destroy – finally against himself. A fanzine he published wasnamed “Strahlkraft” (something like presence, radiation), as I was remindedshort before writing this… 我和Dennis是在一个传统的击剑小组上认识的，那应该是在零八年左右。初见时，我便被他充满活力的气质吸引了，这气质带来了创造与毁灭——最终也来到了他自己的头上。就在我写这篇文章的不久前，有人提醒我，他曾发行过的一本杂志名为“Strahlkraft”（和存在、散发光辉差不多意思）。 We found out, that we both were musicians with related tastes– and were “one heart and one soul” (as we say in German) from the beginning.It followed a time we really became close friends. I got to know anextraordinarily honest and unselfish man, full of humour and good heart. 我们从一开始就发现，我们都是有着相似品味的“同魂同心”（就像我们在德语里说的一样）的音乐人。不久之后，我们成了关系亲密的朋友。我得以认识一位非常诚实而又无私的人，幽默感十足且心地善良。 I want to share two small episodes, that made it into mymemory. Once he and another friend talked about far eastern martial artsmovies. I had no clue, but nevertheless wanted to add something to thediscussion and recommended “The scent of the Green Papaya”. Dennis said: “Weare just talking about martial arts, and you come along with some love story!”Another time I accidentally beat his head with a sword while we were fencing,which made his head look quite bloody. He scolded about this, and after that weboth had to laugh about it cordially. 我想同你们分享两个我记忆尤深的小故事。有次他和另一位朋友谈起远东的武术电影，我对此毫无了解，但还是想给这场讨论添点什么，于是就推荐了《青木瓜之味》。Dennis说道：“我们只是在说武术片，你却来了个爱情故事！”又有一次，我在我们击剑的时候不小心打到了他的头，出了挺多血，他说了我一顿，但后来我们每次想起这事都会由衷地笑出来。 On the other hand, already back then there were again andagain moments of utter darkness. In one of these he already tried to do awaywith himself, in a horribly radical manner. It was almost a miracle that hesurvived it. We spoke about the task which in my opinion everyone had in hislife, and I remember how he asked me: “What, if the meaning of my life was tobe thrown away?” 又说来，早在那时，他就做出过好几件极度负面的事。其中一次，他几乎就要了结了自己，那方法令人生惧地残酷。他能活下来简直是个奇迹。我们曾谈到过我认为人人生命中都有着的使命，记得他问我：“如果我生命的意义都被抛弃了，又会怎样呢？” Shortly after that he left our fencing group and eventuallyBerlin as well. We stayed in contact, even if more sporadically. But wetelephoned, and from time to time he visited me. In the last time we had plansto make our musical cooperation become reality, after we often enough intendedto do so. I recorded some guitar fragments which just were of no real use tohim, and we decided to try a different approach – one of the next releases ofWaffenruhe, which was thought to be closer to Neofolk should feature guitar andsome vocals of mine. It did not become more than an idea, the only finishedcommon work was a track of Spreu & Weizen, that remained unreleased untilnow; but that is another chapter. What was it, that moved Dennis? Theories and ideology werenot made for him, he sometimes was fanatic in his views, but did not even tryto get some intellectual foundations for these. He totally lived in his feeling:something is wrong, something must change. Everywhere is suffering, whichultimately has to be ended. The longing for love was an important aspect, buthis suffering was of a more universal nature – Weltschmerz (“world pain”) seemsto be the exact word for that, and this feeling was so mighty, that in the endhe believed that only the most extreme deed could free him from that. 不久以后他就离开了我们的击剑小组，最终连柏林都离开了。虽然没那么频繁，但我们仍保持着联系。不过我们有电话交往，有时候他也会来找我。在最后的时光里，我们开始计划让我们的音乐合作成为现实，因为我们也的确经常想这么做。我录了些吉他片段，但其实对他没什么用处，于是我们决定换个方式——Waffenruhe的下一个作品应该会更接近新民谣，还将加入一些我的一些吉他和人声。但这始终都只是一个想法，实际制作完成的只有一首Spreu & Weizen，现在都还没发布。那又是另一回事了。到底是什么，是什么让Dennis动摇了？他从来都不喜理论与意识，有时候还有些疯狂的观点，但从没真的试过去为它们找到理论基础。他完全活在自己的情感之中：有什么搞错了，有些东西到了要改改的时候了。无处不是受难，这一切最终必将结束。对爱的渴望是个很重要的因素，不过他的痛苦多是一种普遍的本能——Weltschmerz（“世界之痛”）应该是准确的描述。这种感觉太过强烈，所以到最后他坚信只有最惨痛的死才能让他解脱。 As I wrote before, this obituary is a quite subjective thing,and so I hope for forgiveness, when, at this occasion, I give a mention to myown view on life and death. I personally do not believe, that such an escapecan be succesful. It is not over. Our soul keeps traveling. We have our taskswe have to face, sooner or later. 正如前面所说的，我写这篇讣告是很主观的，所以我请你们在此原谅我，因为我想对生命和死亡阐述我自己的想法。我自己并不相信这样的逃脱是有效的。一切都是没有尽头的，我们的灵魂会不断地前行。我们有各自的使命，早晚都要面对。 Dennis… I wish for you, that you do not have to walk indarkness for long, that you can recover from the pains of life and will be ableto see light and love again, that then, with new strength, you can start a newjourney into life. Dennis……我为你祈愿，愿你不用再行走于黑暗之中，愿你能从生命的痛苦中痊愈、能够再次看到爱与光明，愿那时，你能开始全新的生命旅途。 In love Rudolf

这个1.37.4.8测试到底是什么？写着截止至五月十八号，我选择测试之后就显示成功加入了。然后更新了很少的体积，进入游戏之后提示需要更新客户端，但是怎么重启steam检验完整性也没检出更新来。