W◎M的个人资料

Far Harbor: Reformation. 任务镇楼.

看别人的收藏, 竟然还有单曲磁ᕱ带'Walk of Life'和'So Far Away'好说, 来自BIA, 常见单曲LP都是正面一首hit, 背面一首同砖曲目/live version/unreleased track, 但'Twisting by the Pool' waz from On Location Session, 竟然和MFN收到一起?

眼角瞥见一个肥蚊, 进了门迂回而来, 绕过毯垛贴墙sneaking 2 meh. 从脚边掂起蚊拍, 右手抛到左手, 斜抡向上截击, 满以为蚊子应声落地, 结果一个黑影儿悠哉悠哉走了…… 再抡依然不中, 大惊; 一推灯不亮, 再按网不响, 抠出电池用表一搭, 果真是电池坏了. 蚊子不要美, 今晚老子就是白金之星, 没了拍子也照打不误 *握拳*

长在地下的孩子, 从仓库挖出崭新25美ᕱ分硬币, 仔细掸去灰土, 送给即将成人的同伴. 这是旧世界的遗ᕕ物, 几经辗转流进避难所, 锁在层层旧物之下, 又在二百年后重见"天日". 而硬币就预示他们的命运, 终有一日, 这些孩子会上到地面, 闯进荒芜废土.

Rory是不是近视, 而且两眼度数相差不少…… 翻过上百张照片, 他看向镜头之外looks perfect normal 2 meh, 唯独直视镜头时好像没法聚焦. 比如这两张同样是桶形畸变, 像标头贴脸抓拍, Blacker变形更严重(注意外眼角和temple的间距), 但高光落在眼球上的位置基本相同; 而Rory……他的双眼看向不同的方向, 两条"视线"之间有明显夹角.

Yes, diz iz exactly wut had happened in an alternate universe where MK plays bass guitar and still gets all da credits. And here iz mah theory, if he can play 3 guitars all at the same time, DS wood be Mark Freuder Knopfler's One Man Band ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )つ──☆

DIO服☢众. 《DIO的世界其二》跨页镇楼.

Trawling through the dash & following list, sadly, guezz I waz removed long ago. Accordin' 2 da bio, itz 1 'friendz only' exclusive blog now. well, wutever her choice is, I'll respect dat. She has given so much 2 me through her fanfics I can never repay

三部决战. 太郎对DIO镇楼.

Fah Habbah. DIMA和'Nick', 唯二的prototypes, 一个"developing his own feelings and behaviors based on experiences", our Nick got an entire personality and memories from original Valentine. 问题不在这两人和Gen III是不ᕱ是Ⱉ人(当然不是), 而是这类life forms of intelligence and self-awareness是与人同等的legal sentient being with inviolable rights. Ergo, the Synth with consciousness, they should be considered as a race, and a sentient race that treated as "property" is to sanction slavery.

写角色流泪, 写不好显得做作, 写好了能让纸片人获得corporeal being. 比如图一先写听到一声啜泣, 再意识到是自己在哭; 先有眼泪落地的"啪嗒"声, 才意识到自己已经握住拳头. 还有图二失ᕱ控的躯体, 胀痛堵在胸口, 眼眶一阵刺痛; 举手去摸, 才发现自己在抹去眼泪. 以及图三, 把自己坠在原地的肌肉, 被抽空的骨头, 半干的泪痕像胶水一样拉扯他的面皮——一个被击ᗦ垮的人, 精疲力竭的人, 大哭一场的人. 这是disruption of the sensory-motor schema, action和reaction次序颠倒(顺序写作是图二最后那句, "手垂在膝盖之间, 目光随着手的动作落到地上, 看到地板上的泪水"), 动作在动作的目的之前发生, 好像所有动作是肢体而不是"我"在主◳导——此时作者隐形了, 主◰导的是角色本身.

附图系本人自拍厚

什么叫objectification, 我管皮的饲主叫皮爹就是一种objectification. 因为"皮爹"不是一个独立个体, 而是依附于皮存在, "皮之不存, 爹将焉附"讲的就是这回事 (附图为皮酣睡于地面)

和人讨论"Is G㐃od omniscient?"

说非东Ⱉ雅人不会写abusive relationships, 是不是没看过走天家dra◱ma……

这......

This is rly hurt. Farm boy who raised in a border town, found a decent job 2 get rid of his parents and the 'boyfriend' who physically abused him… I came for fluffy, not some hurtful faction. Thanks 4 driving a knife in2 mah heart.

我不行了, 两脚长的大蟑螂满地跑, 路当间儿还有两人高的硕蚊......不对, 不是蚊子, 这玩意儿叫Bloodbug 想起以前看过的段子, 好像是Midway那边传出来的, 说岛上盛产巨蚊, 半夜摸黑給飞机加油, 结果加错了

ppl, DO NOT wear harem pants. Operator: 000 what's your emergency? Meh: Imma wearing a pair of harem pants… Operator: Ma'am we don't… Meh: The drop crotch feelz like a massive c_ _k dangling between mah legs when I walk and it doesn't fit mah inner thighs properly like giant balls when I sit plz send help (just in case u have no idea wut harem pants are)

刚刚编好一条理由: Sorry 4 mah absence, I've bean attending 透龙's funeral

老板杀㐃女. 修与布的对话镇楼.

关于Aruno. 'Giorno Giovanna'一为缩写GioGio, 二为意象"白昼", 在创作上先于'Haruno Shiobana'; 而现实中前者更像nickname of localization, 后者才是birth name. 如果亲密如布米, 按意语发音叫他本名, 不会将H后推一位变G, 而是默认为Silent H, 直接跳过念作Aruno(元音开头的名字更加响亮). 还有八部21卷卷首, 老师亲口吐槽, 他的名字在意大利人那儿叫Eroiko

查Fallout New Vegas, our protagonist Courier Six got shot in the head, buried alive, then dug out as a profound amnesiac. 啾suke, iz dat you?

SHAME ON YOU.

Meh: 老冰棍儿! 老冰棍儿!! Inner Meh: *bolted awake from mah chants* *blinking sleepily* yeah yeah *yawns* I'd be really appreciate if you phrase that in the form of a question. Meh: how d'ya say "老冰棍儿" in English? There must bee 1 precise counterpart Inner Meh: *deⰙad-pan*The vault-dwelling bicentennial popsicle, former Icicle, you name it!! It's four in the morning! I'm trying to sleep!!! Meh: daz it! VAULTSICLE!! Inner Meh:

激动, 我倒立起来用脚鼓掌: 前三十章都是smut, then it turned out 2 be campaign与smut的intersection, 从smut升华到radically progressive smutty smut!!!

难得有位华㐃裔老冰棍儿, 喝得烂醉还会讲中文! Yeah, we all know that itz 'I love ya' 'I wanna kiss ya, itz silly buh I'll do it anyway'

ABAJ! ABAJ!! ABAJ!!! 是酷老头儿B.T!!!!

一众队友里Nick的台词写得最好. 走出Kellogg的工厂, 两人爬上Fort Hagen的山坡; 晴空倏暗, 引擎轰鸣, BOS的飞艇Prydwen遮蔽天日, 压顶而来. Nick愣了半晌, 幽幽引了一句'The Raven': "Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing. "

感觉作者只是享受抡锤子的瞬间, the overwhelming urge of destroying everything, 并不真的想写kid-who-keel(mah major kiᐛnk sankQ very much), 对psychopath(the umbrella term of APD)也不甚了解, 只提到一点stereotypical behavior pattern和emotional dysregulation and that's all.

我预期角色如何选择、如何行动, 实际上是自己的vision construction. Who was I before all these sadness and stress, who was I before I'm trying to get out of my own skin? And I guess here is the solution, one and only solution, doing the right thing, being someone I can be proud of. I can at least be someone I'm not afraid to look at in the mirror.

构思了一些场景. Allegory of Wasteland (stole from tweets)镇楼, Nicky, Piper和Preston三美神, 以及风神大壮 are beautiful as they could be *sobs*

发个帖庆祝一下, Imma back!!! mood goez like:

看inkorrekt wasteland quote 看得我文思泉涌, 准备卷起袖子进行一些缺_闯作. (Nate & Nick镇楼)

noah fence Mister, buh do u know that ur in da presence of a 老冰棍儿? I've bean put in2 cryogenic stasis 4 two hundred years straight & I'm 400% sure imma older than u lol

我连夜逃回屁(庇)股(护)山庄. MacCready的confidant 2 infatuation dialogues镇楼.

Side Quest: The Silver Shroud

皮 iz very disappointed in u.

好久没看过这么酣畅淋漓的打斗了, 读了两段就像脸接重拳、被打折鼻梁一样.

Johnny你这样不好吧? 这老兄自负lady killer, 芳邻镇初见徐徐孔雀开屏(图一), 老冰棍儿换队友炸翻醋厂, 带谁都不忘flirting(拉上Nick: "怎么, 为块儿电路板就不要我啦? Nick, 你可得把他/她囫囵带回来~", 见图二) 结果好感度满了开始吞吞吐吐, 就是不肯直说. *whispers* Sir, daz wut we called "银样镴枪头"

Side Quest: Blind Betrayal. Danse's 'last' confession.

JOJOlion最终话. 彩页镇楼.

Breaking Newz: 皮现重达八公斤, 正式更名"皮十六"

Ahh, sankQ, Johnny, and imma wondering why the Curve Under Blue Vault Suit Aesthetic Appreciation Club iz so smol, thought everyone on wasteland shoulda harvested his ass with their eyez.

Nick Valentine: "It took me a long time to realize that home is where you make it. With some time and efforts, this place can be home for you, too. " Ohh Nicky! 人这一生除了biological family还可以有chosen family, 我替老冰棍儿举手都要举断了!

一些同人...... 不是说不好, building tension和氛围我很喜欢, 但年龄不对劲, 三十来岁的Sole Survivor像咋咋呼呼的中学生. 这是作者自身年龄不足, 无法想象年长的人. 目前只看到一篇写得中的, 疲惫而平静的中年人, 偶尔露出一丝"All day long, I've passed my time alone"; 此外只剩漠然, as nothing ever happened once and is finished, yet disturbingly beautiful.

"United we stand". 游戏基本是翻版史实, 昆西的Minutemen出了叛徒, Preston和长官领人突围出城, 二十人且战且退, 从牙买加平原逃到列克星敦, 长官丧命, 余下十人又被feral ghouls追㐃杀; 逃进康科德后只剩五人, 仅存的义勇军Preston和四名平民. 所以Sole Survivor和他的好感度升到最高后叫"United we stand", 因为还有隐藏的后半句, "Divided we fall".

Side Quest: Human Error "第四种选择"镇楼.

看了一些Preston Gravey/Male Sole Survivor, 不错不错, 相敬如宾的courtly love, 我大点其头; 再看Nick Valentine/Male Sole Survivor...... 我老脸red-flashing in diz hot New Jersey night (meh:

Medical Bay: 继续捏人, 一个野生Spock(虽说耳朵太尖), 和一把老骨头(当真是old man McCoy)

看Vault Dweller's Survival Guide, 里面介绍详细, 有很多不道德的事可以做, 而Endurance LEVEL 8登峰造极, 字面意义上的"cannibalism", and even worse: 人, 尸鬼, super mutant都是你的口粮, "restores a significant amount of Health"; 效益良好, 但风险巨大, "如果你大嚼自己人, 有一定概率被打出山门. 所以bee a nice fellow. "

弄了一本Vault Dweller's Survival Guide, 里面介绍详细, 有很多不道德的事可以做, 而Endurance LEVEL 08登峰造极, 字面意义上的"cannibalism", and even more: 人, 尸鬼, super mutant都是你的口粮, "restores a significant amount of Health"; 效益良好, 但风险巨大, "如果你大嚼自己人, 有一定概率被打出山门. 所以bee a nice fellow. "

Hey, lookie here, these tappers rly got metal cleats on their heels.

Gillmore. Ian chasing Blacker before 1973 was more of chasing object petit a, "Sweet Helen, make me immortal with a kiss!" 如果仅止于此, 就是阿波罗追逐达芙妮, 追的永远兴致勃勃, 逃的最终筋疲力尽, ricochet between love and hate. 但十年后的Gillmore true2 self, being awkward, being capricious, "Dats bravery, or stupidity, I'm not sure", 黏稠混沌的affective entanglement; "All my life, I am the echo of your past", 我是你的回声、你的倒影, 还有一些百转千回的悔恨, 裂痕永不弥合: "the voice of ages in your mind is aching with the dead of the night", "You've got to understand, we must remain perfect strangers".

我看Johnny讲MK, 斗室, 舟车, 午间, 傍晚, 沉睡的MK, 作词的MK, 凡人与他的圣像, 沉默地注视, 沉默地拜伏, 他的MK是神披着人皮行到地上, 只能受人叩拜却不能接受亲吻.

Spaze AU reinvented. Rock'n Roll map镇楼.

Water Purification:

1978 VS 1979 Meh @MK: yru stealin' Johnnyz clothes?

St. James Infirmary Blues. Betty Boop in Snow White (feat. Koko the Clown, 1933) 镇楼.

Roll Over Beethoven, Chuck和他老姐抢钢琴, 屡抢屡败, 只好认输: "Imma givin' u mah morning, doncha step on mah blue suede shoes", 重点在"别踩我鞋". 因为Chuck的形象就是十几岁的dandy kid, 爱美爱俏的中学生, 但苦于零花钱不多, 想买fancy衣履只能一个nickle一个dime地攒钱(指指仗助); 漂亮新鞋被狠跺一脚, 当然心比肉疼