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【★.亚瑟王朝~】Chilli谈到当年肚子被Usher搞大的经历。。。- - Vh1.com video: Chilli talks about her abortion with Dallas Austin, her relationship with Usher Chilli opened up in the below Vh1.com video, and expressed, like other women who've unveiled their abortion experiences, Chilli's regrets over being pressured to have an abortion when she didn't really want one. "I got pregnant the first time and chose to not have it...one of the biggest mistakes," Chilli said in the below VH1 video, speaking to a therapist about her relationship with TLC's first producer, Dallas Austin. "Because I didn't want to do that. I'm 20, my career hadn't really started. How can I be a mommy? It messed me up. It broke my spirit," she surmised. "I feel like I became um, not my strong self anymore," Chilli said. "I felt like I gave in and I broke to what someone else wanted. About the abortion aftermath she said: "And I would break down and I would just cry...because I wasn't a mommy." "I cried almost every day for almost 9 years. And then I was caught up...I had to have a baby," she revealed. "I had to have this baby with him, because the baby that I didn't have was with him," Chilli explained her reasoning at the time -- but the relationship with Austin did not last, although the two get along as parents now, and Austin was seen popping in on a dinner with Chilli and son Tron in the same episode as they dined on sushi and Chilli taught Tron how to treat a lady some day. "[Dallas] was always being true to himself. I was compromising who I was to be with him," Chilli continued to explain to the therapist the reasons behind her long and punishing list for future men. "My next relationship was with Usher. My heart was like, 'Oh I love him, I want to be with him' but it wasn't working," she said.
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