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只有垃圾的学校~~没有垃圾的学生 虽然我毕业了``但是我还得承认这个学校是很破~~自己说破也就算了``不要让外人也说破好么?~~我也承认这个学校里面是有几个让人看见就想骂的老师~~但大多数老师还是好的啊``比如教政治的王老师~~深受爱戴的~~既然已经选择了这里就不要再抱怨了~~有什么用呢?~~有句古话说得好`既来之则安之~~这些你抱怨的事情你能使它改变么?~~不能``所以你只能适应``怎样适应呢?~~在这里浪费你的时间,虚度你的年华么?~~我们是师范生~~是要教书育人的~~连自己的心态都不能摆正的人``怎么能正确的引导学生呢?~~我刚来的时候也很瞧不起这所学校~~本人是英语系的~~经常逃课~~逃到记过的程度~~可是我不在乎~~继续逃~~这时我们系的一个老师看不过去了~~她和我谈话``不是批评啊`她问我为什么逃课`我说我对这个学校很失望~~她问那你能改变它么?~~我说不能~她问那你能去别的学校上学么?~我说也不能~~她说~这样的话~你为什么不好好学点东西而要浪费时间呢?~~你改变不了的就尝试去适应吧~~虽然这里你不喜欢~但是你找找``如果找不到的话那时你再走``彻底的走`离开 `这样也比你天天在这里浪费时间要好得多~~从那以后我就很少逃课了~~说不逃课那是吹牛B~~专业课基本不逃``非专业课有事的时候逃~~有些事情你经历过才会明白~~就像上课一样~~不管你喜欢与否~~听过才会知道是怎么一回事~~才知道你是否对它感兴趣这个学校已经很破了~~我们自己人就不要再埋汰它了~~我们不能让它变得好一些~~那么就不要再损害它了~~虽然说得难听点~~这是垃圾学校~~但你不想做垃圾学生吧~~毕竟你出去的时候不想让别人说你是垃圾学生吧?!~~我们每个人都不想做垃圾学生~~对吧?我想说的就是~~不管你对这个学校多么失望~~有多么不满~~你都不要浪费自己的时间~~你伤害不了别人~~只能伤害自己~~珍惜你拥有的~~毕竟你不能明天就死去!!~~
一百句对不起``看完我就哭了 今天期中考,学校早一点放学,我打了通电话给他。   喂,我今天比较早放学,你来载我回家好不好?   好,等我5分钟。   5分钟?我学校就在你家旁边耶。   我总要打扮一下啊。   好啦,快一点喔。   下午2:00,太阳大得让我有种冲动想喷鼻血,我站树阴下挥动着手,虽然没凉到哪里去,但是扇总比不扇好。   5分钟过去了,他还没来,我看看手表,有点不高兴,10分钟过去了,他还没到,该不会出了什么事吧?呸呸呸……乌鸦嘴,15分钟过去了,他总算到了。   怎么这么慢?   他一副无所谓的样子说:没啊,看个电视。   什么?看个电视?你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来?我没有说话,没有拿安全帽,没有上车地瞪着他。 对不起。   这是他第一次对我说对不起,他是一个很大男子主义,爱面子的男生,所以他从不向女生低头说对不起。我看着他,好吧,似乎面有惭色,我带上安全帽,让他载我回家。   他总是这样,从来不解释,不争论,不跟我吵架,只跟我说对不起,有些事,不是一句对不起就能解决的,从早到晚 他都跟我道歉了,我也就没再追究下去。他说,我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。   认错需要很大的勇气,但是他从来都没有改进他的错误,对不起反而变成一种打发我的话,在他说第59次对不起时,我流着泪低下头说:你不要再跟我说对不起了,如果你无法改变,就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会,相信你会改变。他轻轻地拥着我,说了第60句对不起  虽然如此,他还是没有改变,不做任何的解释,我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。你最近了?没有啊?那你为什么心情不好?没有啊?   又是没有啊,你除了这句话以外没有别的吗?你知不知道我很担心,很没有安全感,你到底有没有当我是你女朋友?   对不起,我不要听你说对不起。我挂了电话,他也没有打来,他根本就不在乎我,也许我们该结束……这是他说的第99句对不起……   从那天开始,我再也没有找过他,他也没有打电话给我,有时候风会接到一通无声的的电话,但是我喂了几声,就挂断了,有一种直觉是他,但是他为什么都不说话?一个月之后,我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他,我在教室外东张西望的,就是没有看到他的人影,我随便抓了一个男生来问。   同学,请问一下,刘梦伟今天有来吗?他休学了。啊?为什么?什么时候的事?他已经一个月没来了。喔……谢谢。一个月,一个月没来,怎么会呢?    我跌跌撞撞地回到家,拨他的手机:您拨的电话已经为您转到语音信箱,请再嘟一声……我挂了电话,打到他家,响了好久都没有人接,怎么会?全家移民了吗?他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样,没有一点痕迹。   他该不会是另结新欢了吧?我开始胡思乱想,我找不到他,正当我烦恼的时候,电话突然响了,是阿立打来的,他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。   喂,你还在干嘛啊?   什么?   丫伟在医院啦.   真的?他怎么了?   没有啦,他在XX医院,就是你上次住的那一家。   我马上去。   我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院,在医院看到了刘爸爸和刘妈妈,我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后,就急忙地飞奔而去。   他躺在床上,眼睛看着我,没有说话,没有起床,一动也不动的。喂,你怎么了?为什么不通知我呢?   他没有回答我,只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。   回答我啊,你为什么不说话?他眼角留下了一滴泪,身体仿佛用了最大的力气,牵动着嘴角……对不起……说完,他闭上了眼睛。喂,你别装了好不好,为什么要说对不起,我不要你说对不起啊,你起来啊,回答我啊。   我哭倒在他床边,拉着他的衣服哭喊着:你为什么要说对不起,连说服我的理由都没有?我不会原谅你,你起来啊,你说对不起有什么用啊,你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你,我求求你……睁开眼睛啊……   这是他说的一百句对不起……一群医生和护士拉开我,开始抢救他,我全身没有力气再站起来,我的头脑一片空白,眼前一片漆黑。   他没有离开这个世界,只是我永远都无法触摸到他,但他有时也会在我的梦中出现,告诉我他过得好不好。   他还是陪着我,还是活着,在我心里,他依然如昔,还是会笑着叫我咏熙,叫我老婆,只是……他不再对我说对不起了……   过了几个月,他妈妈来找我,给了我一个盒子,里面装的是一百张照片,每一张照片的背面,都写着让我生气的事情。   第一次对不起,老婆,我今天不是故意迟到的,我也知道理由很烂,但是我真的不忍心说实话,我在出门前突然心脏绞痛,但是我已经尽量赶了,原谅我好吗?   第二次对不起,老婆,我…… …… …… …… 第一百次对不起,老婆,我不是狠心要丢下你,只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子,为你带上戒指,你是第一个让我说对不起的女孩,也是第一个我想要共度一生的女孩,原谅我不能给你幸福,我会化作天使,守护着你,看着你得到幸福,答应我,别哭,我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子,我爱你。   我怎么可能不哭,你的要求太严苛了,最后一张照片,是他在医院里拍的,照片上他笑得很灿烂,他变得好瘦,脸色好苍白,但是他还是露出了笑容,拍这第一百张照片。 在他最虚弱最痛苦的时候,我没有陪着他。   对不起。
Valentine’s Day’s Roses ��Red roses were her favorites,her name was also Rose.��And every year her husband sent them ,tied with pretty bows.��The year he died,the roses were delivered to her door.��The card said,”Be my valentine,”like all the years before.��Each year he sent her roses,and the note would always say,��“I love you even more this year ,than last year on this day.”��“My love for you will always grow,with every passing year,”��she knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.����She thought ,he ordered roses in advance before this day.��Her loving husband did not know,that he would pass away,��He always liked to do things early,way before the time.��Then if he got too busy ,everything would work out fine.��She trimmed the stems,and placed them in a very special vase.��Then ,sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.��She would sit for hours,in her husband’s favorite chair.��While staring at his picture ,and the roses sitting there.����A year went by,and it was hard to live without her mate.��With loneliness and solitude,that had become her fate .��Then,the very hour,as on Valentines before,��The doorbell rang,and there were roses,sitting by her door.��She brought the roses in,and then just looked at them in shock.��Then ,went to get the telephone ,to call the florist shop .��The owner answered,and she asked him,if he would explain,��Why would someone do this to her,causing her such pain?����“I know your husband passed away,more than a year ago,”��The owner said ,”I knew you’d call,and you would want to know.”��“The flowers you received today,were paid for in advance.”��“Your husband always planned ahead,he left nothing to chance.”��“There is a standing order ,that I have on file down here,��And he has paid ,well in advance ,you’ll get them every year.��There also is another thing,that I think you should know,��He wrote a special little card… he did this years ago.”��Then ,should ever,I find out that he’s no longer here,��That’s the card… that should be sent ,to you the following year.”��She thanked him and hung up the phone,her tears now flowing hard.��Her fingers shaking,as she slowly reached to get the card.��Inside the card,she saw that he had written her a note.��Then ,as she stared in total silence,this is what he wrote…��“Hello my love,I know it’s been a year since I’ve been gone,��I hope it hasn’t been too hard for you to overcome.”��“I know it must be lonely,and the pain is very real.��The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.��I loved you more than words can say,you were the perfect wife.”����You were my friend and lovers,you fulfilled my every need.��I know it’s only been a year,but please try not to grieve.��I want you to be happy,even when you shed your tears.��That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.”��“When you get these roses,think of all the happiness,��That we had together,and how both of us were blessed.��I have always loved you and I know I always will.��But ,my love ,you must go on,you have some living still.”����“Please …try to find happiness,while living out your days.��I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways ,��The roses will come every year,and they will only stop,��When your door’s not answered,when the florist stops to knock.”����“He will come five times that day,in case you have gone out .��But after his last visit,he will know without a doubt.��To take the roses to the place,where I’ve instructed him,��And place the roses where we are ,together once again.”
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