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突然发现、我长大了。 一年级结束的时候,我曾经站在教室门口出神。那时很小,不懂得时光飞逝,但是,我知道,离开那里,就再也回不去了。一个二年级傻乎乎的小男孩,偶尔也会想想:我不是又长大一岁了吗,怎么还是这么小呢? 三年级,稍稍懂事的我,有了“我长大了”的心态。可是,看到一群群大人们,我又偶发苦恼:我还小吗,为什么比我大的人那么多呢? 五年级,不再梦想着自己长大,开始庆幸自己的幼小了。因为那时候,我已经明白,人越长大,就会越世俗,就要承担更大的责任,好象也越没有想象力了,越没有了天真。所以,我会抓住一切机会和一帮朋友拼命的玩:捉迷藏、爬房顶、打雪仗、看漫画、迷动漫、爱玩具。我们在大人看来幼稚的事情中其乐无穷。 想想真好,我还小。 六年级的暑假,第一次体会了忧伤。十个最好的朋友捧着同学录一起回顾小学的点滴,联欢会、同学聚会、学生讲课、全班一起吃蛋糕、拍毕业留影、照毕业照……,这一切一切难舍的记忆都化成了泡沫,变成了美好回忆,不能重来。打一次电话就哭,说一句话就哭,哭过了,又哭。害怕地以为自己长大了。 初一了,看到班上还是活泼、调皮的同学,欣喜的想原来初一也不大。于是,依然过我的小孩子生活。 直到那一天,看到在草地上疯狂翻滚的小不点们,肆无忌惮,才蓦然发现,自己再也不可能象他们一样无所顾忌的、自由自在的玩耍了……。我现在面对的是生活,是压力,是人民币。 我离他们,真的很远了。 那一天,那一刻,我流泪了。 那一天,那一刻,突然发现,我长大了。
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