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- -【坑神的火星日常】其实0 0我貌似说的有点过了- - 以下转自坑神的火星聊天记录0 0 BDsilverfox1: how long does it take you get home anyway- - amy: I've been home for about 20 minutes now :P BDsilverfox1: = = BDsilverfox1: real? amy: yes BDsilverfox1: 1 minute- - BDsilverfox1: after I reach home- - amy: Slow :P amy: Well, Walton area is pretty far away BDsilverfox1: what are you expecting amy: oh, yeah, you know how the teacher asked me to stay after? BDsilverfox1: - - BDsilverfox1: what for? amy: so I did, and he just kept on apologizing to me BDsilverfox1: = = BDsilverfox1: real? amy: yes BDsilverfox1: Mr. chen really don't have any balls, does he? BDsilverfox1: I mean- - BDsilverfox1: the three of us really deserve this kind oftreatment- - amy: I know BDsilverfox1: since we are really distracted other people'sattention- - BDsilverfox1: if he picks on me BDsilverfox1: i wouldn't complain at all amy: But the thing I am most mad about is the fact that theindian guy, Madhav, tried to lie to Mr. Chen BDsilverfox1: people are selfish BDsilverfox1: just like i told you BDsilverfox1: it's not something you should be angry about amy: but they have no right amy: i didn't say that i didn't talk amy: i didn't deny it BDsilverfox1: well. i knew that amy: but he goes and lies to Mr. Chen, right in front of hisface BDsilverfox1: but at a time like that BDsilverfox1: you should start thinking smart BDsilverfox1: than emotional amy: why can't he just admit it though? amy: he's lied last week to amy: *too amy: he got 2300 on his SAT BDsilverfox1: human intend to save themself amy: but it's not saving himself BDsilverfox1: over other amy: he does it just to make himself look better, right? BDsilverfox1: = = BDsilverfox1: well BDsilverfox1: people want others to praise them- - amy: mr. chen asked him what he got on his PSAT. He got a 216,and then he told Mr. Chen he got a 219 amy: I was RIGHT THERE BDsilverfox1: you feel the same way sometime don't you - - amy: yes amy: But lying is not the way to achieve that amy: it's not the right way BDsilverfox1: yeah i know amy: the right way is to actually earn it BDsilverfox1: but there is different kind of peopleeverywhere BDsilverfox1: learn to deal with them BDsilverfox1: well- -here is some chinese quote BDsilverfox1: 林子大了什么鸟都有 amy: I know, that's true -_- BDsilverfox1: and by they way BDsilverfox1: i think people like madhav is not the minority BDsilverfox1: but the majority BDsilverfox1: just a personal opinion amy: yes, this world is hell BDsilverfox1: you are not losing anything when you are lying amy: living. hell. BDsilverfox1: so y not lie when you have the chance amy: NO BDsilverfox1: i mean amy: YOU DON'T LIE amy: it's bad BDsilverfox1: personally BDsilverfox1: i'm not actually hate people who lie to me BDsilverfox1: it's not matter amy: I don't either; I actually don't really care if they lie tome... BDsilverfox1: what did they do, it's not matter to me amy: I don't know why, but I care more if they lie to others.. BDsilverfox1: but i never really believe every words anyonetold me- - amy: Why does it not matter to you? amy: wait, why? BDsilverfox1: people lies BDsilverfox1: even sometimes they are not intentional amy: When is lying not intentional? It always is BDsilverfox1: to believe someone’s word for word amy: People do it on purpose; it's to make themselves lookbetter BDsilverfox1: that's stupid BDsilverfox1: no BDsilverfox1: you will never know what to expect in thefuture- -so BDsilverfox1: truth is made up the most few part of theconversation BDsilverfox1: well BDsilverfox1: that depend on who you talking to BDsilverfox1: but basically BDsilverfox1: everyone lies BDsilverfox1: more or less amy: Lying... no... is it not possible to either just tell thetruth, or not say anything at all? BDsilverfox1: it's possible BDsilverfox1: but it's impossible to do it everyconversation BDsilverfox1: i mean BDsilverfox1: i don't even konw who i am as a human- - BDsilverfox1: i think very few people knows this BDsilverfox1: we have a name BDsilverfox1: we have a physical body BDsilverfox1: but what's the identity of a human BDsilverfox1: who knows- - amy: no one has an actual identity from the start amy: you make your own identity BDsilverfox1: i mean, yeah i know that BDsilverfox1: but what makes a human BDsilverfox1: you can say memory BDsilverfox1: but memory is fragile amy: in the end, you'll still be forgotton BDsilverfox1: you won't remember anything when you are 3years old will you amy: exactly amy: but even the things you do in your life BDsilverfox1: but people are what they are amy: they really won't matter. who will remember? BDsilverfox1: they don't understand what they feel BDsilverfox1: because what they feel in mind BDsilverfox1: might not be what they feel in the heart amy: that's not right... amy: do they not feel any guilt? BDsilverfox1: i mean you can be embarrassed, so you getangry BDsilverfox1: but i don't think you will think rationallywhen you are angry BDsilverfox1: and after you been angry BDsilverfox1: you will forget a large part of the reason yyou are angry BDsilverfox1: and still believe you have every right to beangry BDsilverfox1: and in the truth, it's just because you are embarrassed BDsilverfox1: i mean the ones people lies most often arethemselves BDsilverfox1: and after a long time, you might believe whatyourself lied all the time. BDsilverfox1: it might looks very stupid BDsilverfox1: but it's also a way how most people getthrough with their life amy: most people? What terrible lives... amy: They don't realize that they basically lead lives of guilt amy: unrealized guilt amy: because their minds protect them from it, right?/ amy: They just hide away from it all BDsilverfox1: i mean really- -basically what they believe BDsilverfox1: it's a lie that from their mind BDsilverfox1: there is no such thing as believe BDsilverfox1: they might believe they are genius BDsilverfox1: but- - the truth is BDsilverfox1: there is no such thing as a natural genius- - BDsilverfox1: but a man-made one that's possible BDsilverfox1: the price they pay are much higher than normalpeople pay for their life. amy: well yes amy: they work much harder amy: so they deserve it BDsilverfox1: yeah= =that's y people always jealous fornothing. BDsilverfox1: but their mind prevent them to think this way-- BDsilverfox1: in most people's mind, a genius is just who isso lucky to be born with genius' mind BDsilverfox1: people lies very often- -even you do that- -soy are you so angry about other people lying- -it's not really a big deal, justbe on guard about the lies which might hurt you amy: so have I lied at all today? BDsilverfox1: you might not or you might BDsilverfox1: it's all depend on yourself amy: yes BDsilverfox1: or i mean, depend on who you really is amy: i don't believe in lying; when i don't want someone to knowsomething, I just don't say it amy: I try to get around it instead of lying BDsilverfox1: that's just what you believe in- - amy: And people use lying to get ahead of others. I don't findit fair BDsilverfox1: your mind will prevent you from thinkingthat's a lie- - amy: I don't dare lie, because what if you lie and get caught,but the other person still gets away with it? BDsilverfox1: you know human heart is weak- -and the body isfunction to protect it from being hurt amy: yes BDsilverfox1: that's y is so hard to predict other people'sthinking BDsilverfox1: because they don't even know what they arereally thinking BDsilverfox1: all they ever feel is emotions amy: if they don't even know what they're thinking, then how canother people know? amy: it's not possible to know other people's thoughts BDsilverfox1: just keep that in mind, it happens quite oftenfor your own mind betrayed you- - BDsilverfox1: figured out a solution to solve what youbelieve in BDsilverfox1: might just hurt you like a strike from nowhere amy: because people are unpredictable T_T amy: and sometimes, it can hurt you really really badly BDsilverfox1: it's not sometimes BDsilverfox1: whenever you figure out a solution to acheievewhat you believe in BDsilverfox1: you hurt really really badly BDsilverfox1: just like in many movies BDsilverfox1: whenever you made a wish for other people BDsilverfox1: the people you wished for are ending up hurt BDsilverfox1: and of course include you. BDsilverfox1: and whenever you made a wish for yourself, youachieve it- -well- -it hurt even more than that- -i mean for most cases- - BDsilverfox1: the world is not function as what peoplebelieve in BDsilverfox1: its function as what the rule is BDsilverfox1: people always say that the way to the successis the most enjoyable time of their life- - BDsilverfox1: well, it's just like i said- -people needhope, if you achieve everything you want- - BDsilverfox1: basically BDsilverfox1: you destroyed every single one of your hope BDsilverfox1: well- -what i said might be too extreme amy: no, you're right... I think BDsilverfox1: but just to believe what you believe for- -andnever question it- - amy: nonono amy: you can't just have an opinion and stick with it amy: you have to view it from all sides BDsilverfox1: and ending up hurt- - BDsilverfox1: it's not worthy BDsilverfox1: learn to live through smart BDsilverfox1: not to live smar BDsilverfox1: smart BDsilverfox1: well = =it's basically depend on the case- - amy: You know how I didn't tell and say that anyone was talking? amy: I only would do it if one of us was caught amy: because well, maybe I care too much about it, but I careabout fairness BDsilverfox1: there is no such thing as fairness amy BDsilverfox1: learn more about life, and live through smart. BDsilverfox1: or you will just end up angry every singletime BDsilverfox1: it's not worthy, thinking too much you willget into more and more trouble amy: so there's no point in even trying to make things as fairas possible? amy: I know life's not fair BDsilverfox1: you can do it BDsilverfox1: but don't try too hard BDsilverfox1: it's useless amy: it never has been to me, and it's even worse for someothers amy: ^i'm talking about at home amy: but it's useless? BDsilverfox1: people are not equal to begin with amy: this world. I really do hate it... BDsilverfox1: y are you talking about fair amy: and I know BDsilverfox1: i mean- -try is for the good of other peopleis good BDsilverfox1: but if you fail BDsilverfox1: don't get too stress about it- - BDsilverfox1: success rate are really low anywawy BDsilverfox1: way amy: They are.... amy: I know that too BDsilverfox1: but you don't want to admit it- - amy: no, i do admit that amy: it's rather pointless amy: it's impossible for this world to be fair BDsilverfox1: you admit that amy: yes BDsilverfox1: because you has to amy: but still... try... amy: yes BDsilverfox1: but you don't want to admit that amy: because it's so obvious, that I have to admit that it's notfair BDsilverfox1: that's what people called hope- - BDsilverfox1: but don't cling too hard on it- - amy: but it's good to try your hardest to make it even a littlefairer in daily life amy: well amy: okay, maybe i care too much about it BDsilverfox1: just keep in mind- -so that if you feel- -youwon't be too stressful- -trying for ones best are not the solution, thesolution is writed by the one who success. BDsilverfox1: fail* BDsilverfox1: or the one who defeat you amy: so only try for my own best? amy: and not everyone's? BDsilverfox1: no i'm tell you not to try for your best oneverything you believe in BDsilverfox1: that's not possible BDsilverfox1: and don't even try to ask others to try theirbest. BDsilverfox1: you don't understand them, then don't forcethem amy: it'simpossible to understand... amy: hmm... amy: now that I think about it, imagine that there was no oneelse on earth amy: just you amy: you said that people only live for themselves amy: but with no one else there amy: would you still do that? BDsilverfox1: human need others BDsilverfox1: if you live alone, you will lose your ownidentity and your sanity BDsilverfox1: that's why you don't actually saw robber andmurder so often BDsilverfox1: ah- -i need to sleep now- -i slept for 4 hourseveryday in this week- - BDsilverfox1: so i'm kind of tired- - amy: awww okay amy: yes you need sleep amy: goodnight then :) BDsilverfox1: just think about what i said and don't be angry-- amy: have a nice sleep :) BDsilverfox1: and by the way- -don't you dare forget towatch the anime i told you - - amy: alright :) BDsilverfox1: good night- - amy: night
跟个妹纸聊了2个多小时- -好累,人生啊0 0 BDsilverfox1: hi BDsilverfox1: history is not like a line or circle BDsilverfox1: it's more like a puzzle BDsilverfox1: no BDsilverfox1: that's not the right word for it- - Amy: then what? BDsilverfox1: it's a maze BDsilverfox1: you will never know where you are going to endas BDsilverfox1: it's a maze with no out Amy: ahh Amy: so humans try to find a way to make life"perfect" BDsilverfox1: there is no entry too Amy: but that perfection will never be achieved Amy: what do you mean? BDsilverfox1: you can't choose to entry or not BDsilverfox1: you just appeared in the maze BDsilverfox1: that's all Amy: right Amy: and you can never get out Amy: well, does death count? BDsilverfox1: no BDsilverfox1: you have any idea what death will bring you? BDsilverfox1: at least i never experienced it BDsilverfox1: or else i won't be talk to you right now Amy: well, no Amy: lol yeah BDsilverfox1: death is just a corner your life ends BDsilverfox1: that doesn't mean you are out BDsilverfox1: there is no out Amy: that's a beautiful analogy Amy: you don't know when death is Amy: it's just another corner you turn into BDsilverfox1: yes BDsilverfox1: indeed Amy: so, the question is... how did the maze get ther? Amy: *there BDsilverfox1: i can't go out of this world BDsilverfox1: therefore BDsilverfox1: i couldn't have a chance to know it BDsilverfox1: the only possible explanation is BDsilverfox1: the maze is there from the beginning BDsilverfox1: or BDsilverfox1: it's the thing you called god BDsilverfox1: except BDsilverfox1: it never listens to anything BDsilverfox1: ironic isn't it BDsilverfox1: to think we are created by the lifeless thing Amy: yes Amy: mhmm Amy: it sounds rather pointless BDsilverfox1: there is no any point or direction to beginwith in this world Amy: then what's the point of living? BDsilverfox1: the direction is just human's imagination BDsilverfox1: the point of living? BDsilverfox1: there is none BDsilverfox1: if you dies today BDsilverfox1: died* BDsilverfox1: you dies today BDsilverfox1: the world won't stop because one small portionof it went wrong BDsilverfox1: since there is no point of living BDsilverfox1: the best way of living is to living for yourself BDsilverfox1: that's also the way human natural build BDsilverfox1: and it has worked perfectly at least until now BDsilverfox1: now i think of it BDsilverfox1: you ever heard that " don't ask what isgod doing before he created the world, because he was digging the grave forthose who ask BDsilverfox1: maybe the maze is the grave to begin with. Amy: how so? BDsilverfox1: what potion of stuff do you think is alive inthis time. BDsilverfox1: compare to the maze BDsilverfox1: it's probably just a dust in the earth Amy: yeah BDsilverfox1: that's why is a grave BDsilverfox1: and we are the next one to catch into it BDsilverfox1: at least that's how i view it Amy: shouldn't there be a point of life though Amy: ? BDsilverfox1: maybe the point of living is just that we canfind the pit for our own grave BDsilverfox1: but no matter how you think it BDsilverfox1: that's just too boring- - BDsilverfox1: maybe a boring answer is the only thing thatis makes senses in the world BDsilverfox1: but who knows BDsilverfox1: i never leave the world BDsilverfox1: therefore i can't have anything to measure thetruth BDsilverfox1: and maybe for now maze is a grave but whoknows what will happened for the next minutes, Amy: that's rather scary BDsilverfox1: that's y it's disgusting Amy: hmm... so your individual actions don't affect the world asa whole, right? BDsilverfox1: because the world never had a rule to beginwith BDsilverfox1: no BDsilverfox1: no matter how hard you try Amy: i suppose for most people Amy: life is pointless BDsilverfox1: no, for all people BDsilverfox1: life is pointless Amy: however, the point of trying is so that you may get the onechance to make a change BDsilverfox1: they just never accept it that's all BDsilverfox1: tell me a name that has any single effect inthis world BDsilverfox1: no there is none, in the end BDsilverfox1: it's just another story with a different name BDsilverfox1: if he decides to not do it BDsilverfox1: the world will find another to do it BDsilverfox1: that's the way how the world works BDsilverfox1: at least for now Amy: that's the point. if edison didn't invent things, otherswould. Because they all try for the same things? BDsilverfox1: yes BDsilverfox1: but only one would succeed BDsilverfox1: that's y i'm saying you won't get what you payfor BDsilverfox1: even for the one who succeed BDsilverfox1: because the only thing you get BDsilverfox1: it's just your name BDsilverfox1: for who you are, what you like, who you love BDsilverfox1: that doesn't matter BDsilverfox1: at least to the whole world BDsilverfox1: the only thing matter is that you did it BDsilverfox1: so only thing people remember is your name BDsilverfox1: but for the world as a whole BDsilverfox1: even your name won't remain BDsilverfox1: that's only natural Amy: that's so depressing though Amy: would most humans be mad to hear this? BDsilverfox1: just like a foot print in the beach BDsilverfox1: won't be there forever BDsilverfox1: they won't BDsilverfox1: they are mad to begin with Amy: it wouldn't be there forever Amy: it'll wash away Amy: everyone's? BDsilverfox1: every single one BDsilverfox1: even as a whole race BDsilverfox1: just like a body would rot BDsilverfox1: and you can do anything about it BDsilverfox1: since you are in your own grave BDsilverfox1: can't BDsilverfox1: * BDsilverfox1: there would be no such thing as human would berecognized in the future BDsilverfox1: just like there is no such thing we can recognizedas the pre-civilization BDsilverfox1: and of course except me Amy: lol Amy: if you're really from pre-civilization, you'd be much olderthan 2836 years BDsilverfox1: no BDsilverfox1: my memory can only go back to 2836 ago Amy: you'd be over 10,000 years old BDsilverfox1: a brain can only trace that far BDsilverfox1: and for the next year BDsilverfox1: i may or may not forget about all the thinghappened in 2836 ago Amy: so you forget one year at a time? Amy: *forget BDsilverfox1: no i don't know BDsilverfox1: since i don't have the memory of that longtime ago BDsilverfox1: and of course my brain is not a computer toreset every year Amy: ahh Okay: P Amy: so, about "god". why do humans care about anon-existent thing so much? BDsilverfox1: because truth is on the opposite position of"happiness BDsilverfox1: just like all the books you read BDsilverfox1: the more you know BDsilverfox1: the more troubled you are BDsilverfox1: unless the things you know is falseinformation BDsilverfox1: people don't want to be called no-brain BDsilverfox1: so they created false information BDsilverfox1: that's all Amy: false? BDsilverfox1: truth are barbed, lies are the rose BDsilverfox1: they are both barbed Amy: what subjects are truth filled, and what subjects arefilled with lies? Amy: is math truth? BDsilverfox1: but you can't see the thorn in the lies BDsilverfox1: no appearly is not BDsilverfox1: it's just human's imagination BDsilverfox1: there is no such thing even exist in the similarfunction as math BDsilverfox1: truth is truth, lies are lies. and for themost of time, the stuff you want to hear are lies BDsilverfox1: no one ever wants to bring a sting home BDsilverfox1: but a rose BDsilverfox1: they might consider it Amy: yes Amy: literally and figuratively BDsilverfox1: yes Amy: they can cut of all of the thorns they can see Amy: the big ones Amy: but they don't see the smaller ones Amy: and those can still cut you Amy: and hurt you BDsilverfox1: again Amy: but they don't care, and they don't think about it BDsilverfox1: human heart a weak BDsilverfox1: even a paper can hurt you BDsilverfox1: but even though BDsilverfox1: any stuff might hurt you, people don’t likestuff that can only hurt but do nothing else Amy: yes Amy: but they would rather take a rose Amy: but they will not get what they paid for, like you said Amy: they will still get hurt BDsilverfox1: a lie without truth is not a lie. BDsilverfox1: anything with truth can hurt you BDsilverfox1: even an ant Amy: well then, what's worse? Amy: if you have physical pain, or emotional pain? BDsilverfox1: there is neither worse nor better betweenthose two BDsilverfox1: just depend on who you view it BDsilverfox1: physical and emotion is always connected asone BDsilverfox1: there is no way you receive physical pain withno emotion pain nor you can receive emotion pain with no physical pain BDsilverfox1: human might not notice the pain from otherside BDsilverfox1: but they still exist when one of them occurred BDsilverfox1: for examples BDsilverfox1: if you cut by a paper BDsilverfox1: you may not have a strong emotional pain BDsilverfox1: but at least you will fell annoying BDsilverfox1: feel- - BDsilverfox1: or you get rejected by your crash BDsilverfox1: you might think you are not physically hurted BDsilverfox1: but you still feel your heart hurt. Amy: yes Amy: that would be accurate Amy: that's why humans say "my heart aches" BDsilverfox1: - -indeed 这就是人生啊- -看不懂算了
说实话,巨魔上单蛮不错的,可能算是最抗压的上单了。 其实带标准adc符文(精华2物吸1攻击红色攻击蓝色魔抗黄色护甲),标准上单天赋9/21/0.即使出门一个多兰剑都没人能耗死你。。上次打个凯南,这货使劲的qw,耗了半天,发现我跟没掉血一样。。因为上单经济好,巨魔上单除了做出破败小件弯刀以外,剩下装备可以全做光环装。血旗也好,鸟盾也好,大军团也好,兰顿也好,对面ap多出个绿甲也好,中期打团基本就是碾压节奏。(鸟盾可能打野会出,辅助肯定没有钱出大军团的,最多出个小军团,血旗基本是没人出的。大后期有钱出个冰拳粘人不错)。而且巨魔带虚弱疾走,前期那个英雄拼得过巨魔(后期也鲜有能拼的过巨魔的。而且打野一来对面就是一血或者交闪现的节奏,交完闪现还不一定能活过来)。打团大招套肉身上,因为上单等级高,巨魔打团we的等级都很高的。。(我一般是主q3级e之后满w)。光环装基本是满cd。而且说实话因为是上单,你全光环装对面也搞不死你,更不说等级高r的吸血多,w回血多,血旗破败加符文总共29%物吸,死个人你回5-6%的最大生命值。。(上单显然比打野作用要大,说实在的,巨魔打野gank效率不是特别高(没法跟泰坦人马之流比),而且打野出纯肉团战中作用也没那么大,光环装是最适合巨魔的装备(减cd。。),打野的话除了鸟盾其他的光环装巨魔一般是不出的(不够肉),上单因为等级问题(高个2-3级,多300左右的血),出光环装也是很柔(而且出个快))。
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